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Narrated by:
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Paul Berton
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John Hartley
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Written by:
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Alexis Hall
About this listen
Laurence Dalziel is worn down and washed up, and for him, the BDSM scene is all played out. Six years on from his last relationship, he's pushing 40 and tired of going through the motions of submission. Then he meets Toby Finch. Nineteen years old. Fearless, fierce, and vulnerable. Everything Laurie can't remember being.
Toby doesn't know who he wants to be or what he wants to do. But he knows, with all the certainty of youth, that he wants Laurie. He wants him on his knees. He wants to make him hurt, he wants to make him beg, he wants to make him fall in love. The problem is, while Laurie will surrender his body, he won't surrender his heart. Because Toby is too young, too intense, too easy to hurt. And what they have - no matter how right it feels - can't last. It can't mean anything. It can't be real.
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A fresh story
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Friends to strangers to acquaintances to lovers
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Until I Saw You
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great book
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Sweet
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- Maria Jose
- 2021-09-22
Another Gem by Alexis Hall!
Loved the story so much. So different and yet so relatable and real! Beautifully written, as always, with well-rounded and expertly-crafted characters. The performances are the cherry on top. Absolutely delightful.
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- Amazon Customer
- 2018-01-11
A perfect performance for an incredible book!
I loved this audio book! The narrators were absolutely perfect and the book is fantastic.
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- Sabrena Evanson
- 2021-12-14
Narrators save the book.
The narrators are fantastic, for a very very very slow somewhat boring book. It felt like a chore to finish it.
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