Épisodes

  • The Queers Behind the Baptist Church, Part 1 (Spartanburg, SC)
    Jul 10 2025

    Welcome to Season 3 and the first stop on our queer road trip: Spartanburg, South Carolina. In this episode, you’ll meet the youth at Uplift Outreach Center, an LGBTQ+ safe space behind a baptist church and the only center in the area dedicated to serving queer youth. Find out why folks come from all across the region (“The Upstate”) to spend time at Uplift, take a tour of the center’s gender-affirming free clothing closet, bake dinosaur brownies with the Uplift Program Director, and hear directly from the hearts + minds of young people in the region. This is Part 1 of 2 of our visit to Spartanburg, South Carolina.



    ⚠️ CONTENT WARNINGS:

    Please note that some resources may contain triggering content and do not necessarily reflect the beliefs of, or the definitions used by, The Future Perfect Project.



    ⏱️ TIME STAMPS:

    0:53 Intro & Welcome to Season 3

    01:00 Inside the UPLIFT Outreach Center

    05:00 Youth Speak: Identity, Safety & Everyday Reality

    09:00 Holding Joy & Building Community in the South

    14:00 Coming Out, Family Tension & Staying True

    17:00 Baking Brownies w Jodi, UPLIFT’s program director

    24:15 Outro, Credits & Gratitude

    25:23 Crisis Resources



    💬 TRANSCRIPT: https://share.descript.com/view/nnAy4Lah4pm



    📝 RESOURCES/SHOW NOTES:

    Visit our site for full show notes on local queer info, history, and additional resources mentioned in this episode http://thefutureperfectproject.org/podcast


    We want to hear from you! Send a voice note to our online voice message box → I’m Feeling Queer Today! Speakpipe - http://speakpipe.com/ifqt



    🚨 CRISIS RESOURCES:

    If you or a young person you know between the ages of 13-24 is currently in crisis, check out thetrevorproject.org for LGBTQIA+ specific support through text and chat, or call 1-866-488-7386

    Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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    27 min
  • I'm Feeling Queer Today: Season 3 Trailer
    Jun 26 2025

    In Season 3 we're going on a queer road trip around the U.S. to answer a big question: What is it like to be an LGBTQ+ person where you live?


    So buckle your seatbelts–we’re speaking directly to the queer young people in five different U.S. cities: An LGBTQ+ youth center in the basement of a Baptist church in Spartanburg, South Carolina; a home for religious and secular queers alike in Provo, Utah; a high school for the performing arts in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania; the Northern tip of Cape Cod where it’s pride month year round in Provincetown, Massachusetts; and a center opening its doors to the queer youth of Columbus, Ohio since 1994. Forget everything you think you know about these cities and towns, and get ready to hear from the LGBTQ+ youth who call these places home.



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    1 min
  • Much Ado About Nothing
    Mar 6 2025

    In our second bonus episode of Season 2, we’re sitting down with the creatives behind the Mount Holyoke College (MHC) production of William Shakespeare’s Much Ado About Nothing. IFQT! producer, host, and the MHC Much Ado About Nothing Assistant Director, Lily Mueller (they/she/he), leads us in a roundtable discussion with this uniquely queer, trans, and neurodiverse cast, crew, and creative team. In this episode, you’ll hear these artists talk about their experiences working on this production, queering the arts, the importance of theater, and some of their visions for a perfect future. As Talia Pott, the production’s director, says, “We can use our voices as young people and our gifts as artists…to share our voice and our humanity out into the world…We are here and we’re not going to go anywhere.”



    THE MUCH ADO ROUNDTABLE PARTICIPANTS

    Talia Pott (she/they) Director

    Izzy Messina (they/he) Beatrice

    Charlie Watts (she/they) Dogberry, Don John, and Ursula

    Lily Mueller (they/she/he) Assistant Director



    ⚠️Please note that some resources may contain triggering content and do not necessarily reflect the beliefs of, or the definitions used by, The Future Perfect Project.


    ⏱️TIME STAMPS:

    1:21 Introducing the roundtable

    3:34 Brief synopsis of Much Ado About Nothing

    5:30 On queering a "heterosexual" play

    7:08 Don John is queer-coded

    9:19 Transmasc Beatrice

    11:00 The power of theater & experiences being in a mostly trans+neurodiverse cast & crew

    14:50 Experiences as a queer neurodiverse actor

    15:54 Costuming flowers

    17:49 Future theater dreams, w/ unlimited resources

    20:55 Lily about their first-time directing experience

    22:06 Julie Novak tribute



    📝 RESOURCES/SHOW NOTES:

    • MHC Much Ado About Nothing on IG: https://www.instagram.com/muchadomhc/
    • For more about the roundtable participants and other links visit our site→ https://thefutureperfectproject.org/podcast#s2episode-8



    🚨 CRISIS RESOURCES:

    If you or a young person you know between the ages of 13-24 is currently in crisis, check out thetrevorproject.org for LGBTQIA+ specific support through text and chat, or call 1-866-488-7386



    🫶 CREDITS:

    IFQT! is produced by The Future Perfect Project with support from Radio Kingston, WKNY, Kingston, New York.


    Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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    25 min
  • IFQT FEED SWAP: The Bi Pod – All Things Bisexual
    Feb 13 2025

    Periodically, the crew at I'm Feeling Queer Today! will share episodes from like-minded podcasts that they love. IFQT! producer and host, Claire Florence, presents today’s feed swap with The Bi Pod: a podcast on all things bisexual, hosted by Evan Chelsee (they/them) and Christina Brown (she/her). In this episode of The Bipod, “Am I Queer Enough?,” you’ll hear from non-binary artist and writer, Flo Godineau (they/them).



    🎧 ABOUT THE EPISODE:

    "Am I Queer Enough" [originally aired Feb 8, 2024]


    If you’re looking for the Queer DMV office so you can apply for your queer card and pay your membership dues, you’ve come to the right place!


    Just kidding, it’s free to be gay! On this week’s episode, we chat with Flo Godineau about what it means to be bisexual enough and nonbinary enough. We also talk about backcountry skiing (as a metaphor about dating), and how Smallville fanfiction can make you queer.


    Learn more about The Bi Pod: https://thebipod.com/

    Subscribe to The Bi Pod: https://pod.link/1549505970

    Follow The Bi Pod on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thebipod/

    Support The Bi Pod on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/thebipod



    ⚠️Please note that some resources may contain triggering content and do not necessarily reflect the beliefs of, or the definitions used by, The Future Perfect Project.



    ⏱️TIME STAMPS:

    01:45 Intro

    3:36 Welcome to The Bipod

    4:30 Introducing Bipod guest Flo

    5:58 Flo’s queer identity bi story

    7:07 Smallville

    12:00 Feeling “not queer enough?”

    17:44 Performing queerness

    24:04 Not feeling bisexual enough, aro-ace spectrum

    35:00 Dating vs romantic relationship

    38:00 On being nonbinary

    44:45 Bisexuality as an internal experience




    🚨 CRISIS RESOURCES:

    If you or a young person you know between the ages of 13-24 is currently in crisis, check out thetrevorproject.org for LGBTQIA+ specific support through text and chat, or call 1-866-488-7386




    🫶 CREDITS:

    IFQT! is produced by The Future Perfect Project with support from Radio Kingston, WKNY, Kingston, New York.


    Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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    55 min
  • Right Where You Are
    Jan 30 2025

    Our sixth and final episode of Season 2 explores what queerness can look like across the country: from a transmasculine artist and activist in Nashville, to a queer curriculum advocate in Massachusetts, and even folks from the trans community in rural Pennsylvania. Plus, a conversation with a young queer person in South Carolina who has spent most of their life living on the road. Hosted by Zorian Edwards (he/they) and Trudy Poux (they/them).



    ⚠️CONTENT WARNINGS:

    • Mention of assassination and violence against Black people
    • Mentions of anti-trans bills and rhetoric
    • Please note that some resources may contain triggering content and do not necessarily reflect the beliefs of, or the definitions used by, The Future Perfect Project



    ⏱️TIME STAMPS:

    0:00 Evan, 17: Finding community

    0:46 Meet the hosts: Zorian & Trudy

    1:45 Fiona, curriculum changes, CT

    7:40 Zorian highschool activism, PA

    8:15 Zorian and Neo (they/them) PA

    15:12 PA updates since this convo

    18:00 Moving south

    18:42 Introducing Evan of Memphis, TN

    20:34 Getting politically involved in TN

    22:24 Host reflections

    23:00 Jaye,16 living on the road

    28:10 Host reflections

    28:51 “From Here to Now” poem by Evan

    31:44 🎙️Online voice message box at speakpipe

    32:00 Crisis resources



    📝 RESOURCES/SHOW NOTES:

    We've compiled a long list of show notes, resources related to this episode. See below for a sneak peek of the list. For full show notes, resources, links→ https://thefutureperfectproject.org/podcast#s2episode-6


    • Anti-trans bill trackers.
    • The U.S. Department of Health and Human Services
    • OUTMemphis - Memphis, TN
    • Uplift LGBTQ+ Outreach Center - Spartanburg, GA


    We want to hear from you! Send a voice note to our online voice message box →http://speakpipe.com/ifqt



    🚨 CRISIS RESOURCES:

    If you or a young person you know between the ages of 13-24 is currently in crisis, check out thetrevorproject.org for LGBTQIA+ specific support through text and chat, or call 1-866-488-7386



    🫶 CREDITS:

    IFQT! is produced by The Future Perfect Project with support from Radio Kingston, WKNY, Kingston, New York. This episode was produced by Trudy Poux and Zorian Edwards, with special thanks to guests Lily, Evan, Fiona, Neo, and Jaye. Our theme song was composed and performed by Alex Masse and produced by Emma Jayne Seslowsky. Additional music composed by Alex Masse & Epidemic Sound. Episode mixing and mastering by Julie Novak with assistance from Emma Jayne Seslowsky.


    Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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    34 min
  • Disability and Neuroqueerness
    Jan 23 2025

    Our fifth episode of Season 2 is a celebration of LGBTQIA+ authenticity! You’ll hear from a neurodivergent poet, scholar Dr. Joy Ellison on the history of queer disabled folks, another “Queer Crushes” segment, and a hopeful declaration of neurodivergent life. Plus, one queer youth tells the story of their coming out and what it’s like to navigate daily life as a conjoined twin. Hosted by Alex Masse (they/them) and Lily Mueller (they/she/he).



    ⚠️CONTENT WARNINGS:

    • Anti-trans language
    • Discussions of violence against transgender, gender nonconforming, and queer people
    • Discussions of enslavement in the U.S
    • Discussions of lynching and violence against Black people, Indigenous people, and people of color
    • Discussions of ableist rhetoric
    • Please note that some resources may contain triggering content and do not necessarily reflect the beliefs of, or the definitions used by, The Future Perfect Project



    ⏱️TIME STAMPS:

    0:05 Kodi: “A Letter to Queer Youth in the Future”

    1:31 Meet Alex & Lily

    3:42 Queer Youth Animated: Nestie’s story

    6:00 Hosts discuss Nestie's segment

    7:03 Dr. Joy Ellison on “Trans histories in the midwest”

    13:10 Dr. Joy Ellison on building coalitions

    14:19 Intersection of disabilities and queer studies

    18:16 Optimistic hope for the world to come

    24:30 Queer Crushes: Lily

    26:55 Original piece written & scored by Alex Masse

    28:28🎙️Online voice message box at speakpipe

    28:52 Crisis resources




    📝 RESOURCES/SHOW NOTES:

    We've compiled a fascinating list of show notes, resources related to this episode. See below for a sneak peek of the list. For the full list of links visit→

    • Learn more about the work of Dr. Joy Michael Ellison!
    • What is “ableism?”
    • What is “transmedicalism?”
    • What is a “TERF?”
    • What is “eugenics?”
    • We want to hear from you! Send a voice note to our online voice message box →http://speakpipe.com/ifqt

    For show notes, resources, links on our site→ https://thefutureperfectproject.org/podcast#s2episode-5




    🚨 CRISIS RESOURCES:

    If you or a young person you know between the ages of 13-24 is currently in crisis, check out thetrevorproject.org for LGBTQIA+ specific support through text and chat, or call 1-866-488-7386




    🫶 CREDITS:

    IFQT! is produced by The Future Perfect Project with support from Radio Kingston, WKNY, Kingston, New York. This episode was produced by Alex Masse and Lily Mueller. Special thanks to Dr. Joy Ellison for their interview and to Kodi and Nestie for sharing their original work. Our theme song was composed and performed by Alex Masse and produced by Emma Jayne Seslowsky. Additional music composed by Alex Masse and Epidemic Sound. Episode mixing and mastering by Julie Novak with assistance from Emma Jayne Seslowsky.


    Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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    30 min
  • Transgressing the Binary (Part 2) - Transmasc Roundtable
    Jan 16 2025

    Welcome to the Transmasc Roundtable, featuring IFQT producers, Ari, Wallace, Lily, and Frankie. In this episode, these queer young people discuss what the trans masculine experience means to them. Plus, original poetry from a trans writer about finding home. Hosted by Eric Eubank (they/them) and Lily Mueller (they/she/he). Part 2 of 2.


    ⚠️Content warnings:

    • Mentions of scars.
    • Mentions of drowning.
    • Brief discussion of eating disorders.
    • Discussion of beauty standards.
    • Discussion of gender dysphoria.
    • Mention of microaggressions.
    • Please note that some resources may contain triggering content and do not necessarily reflect the beliefs of, or the definitions used by, The Future Perfect Project.



    ⏱️TIME STAMPS:

    0:06 “Home at Last”, by Stellan Knowles

    3:33 Defining transmasc

    4:00 IFQT! Transmasc Roundtable

    5:27 Are the labels “femme and masc” reductive?

    9:02 How has your trans-ness been affected by the beauty standard?

    11:21 “You would be so pretty if you JUST…”

    16:14 🎙️Online voice message box at speakpipe

    16:30 Crisis resources



    📝 RESOURCES/SHOW NOTES:

    We want to hear from you! Send a voice note to our online voice message box →http://speakpipe.com/ifqt

    Learn more about:

    • What does “transmasc” mean?
    • What is “autism?”
    • What is “white supremacy?”
    • What does it mean to be “able-bodied?”
    • What are “microaggressions?”
    • What is “gender dysphoria?”


    For show notes, resources, links on our site→ https://thefutureperfectproject.org/podcast#s2episode-4



    🚨 CRISIS RESOURCES:

    If you or a young person you know between the ages of 13-24 is currently in crisis, check out thetrevorproject.org for LGBTQIA+ specific support through text and chat, or call 1-866-488-7386



    🫶 CREDITS:

    IFQT! is produced by The Future Perfect Project with support from Radio Kingston, WKNY, Kingston, New York. This episode was produced by Eric Eubank and Lily Mueller. Special thanks to guest Stellan Knowles and to roundtable participants Ari, Wallace, Lily, and Frankie. Our theme song was composed and performed by Alex Masse and produced by Emma Jayne Seslowsky. Additional music composed by Alex Masse and Epidemic Sound. Episode mixing and mastering by Julie Novak with assistance from Emma Jayne Seslowsky. Additional thanks to the IFQT! production team Alex Masse, Claire Florence, Trudy Poux, Zorian Edwards, Sam Smalls, and Soniamiya Blanco.




    Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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    18 min
  • Transgressing the Binary (Part 1)
    Jan 9 2025

    In our third episode of Season 2, we are transgressing the binary through original poetry, another “Queer Crushes” segment, and Sailor Moon. Plus, meet a queer transfemme witch who “identifies as a threat.” Featuring original music by a queer artist who left the Mormon church and is “choosing the right” to be their full, authentic self. Hosted by Eric Eubank (they/them) and Lily Mueller (they/she/he). Part 1 of 2.


    ⚠️Use of the word “bitchin.” Please note that some resources may contain triggering content and do not necessarily reflect the beliefs of, or the definitions used by, The Future Perfect Project.



    ⏱️TIME STAMPS:

    00:01 Original poem “Baby Gay” by Parker

    01:47 Meet the hosts

    2:37 Eric & Lily discuss transgressing the binary and expectations

    4:00 Parker on what “transgressing the binary” means to them

    6:55 Queer Youth Animated: Fletcher’s Story

    9:50 Host takeaways from Fletcher

    10:34 Queer Crush segment: Ari

    14:00 Parker: Nonbinary representation in media via Sailor Moon

    17:18 Host takeaways on Parker’s segment

    19:08 “CTR” - original song by Katelyn Handy

    21:14 🎙️Online voice message box at speakpipe

    21:56 Crisis resources



    📝 RESOURCES/SHOW NOTES:

    We want to hear from you! Send a voice note to our online voice message box →http://speakpipe.com/ifqt

    Mentioned resources:

    • Fletcher on QYA
    • Listen to "CTR"

    MANY more show notes, resources, links on our site→ https://thefutureperfectproject.org/podcast#s2episode-3




    🚨 CRISIS RESOURCES:

    If you or a young person you know between the ages of 13-24 is currently in crisis, check out thetrevorproject.org for LGBTQIA+ specific support through text and chat, or call 1-866-488-7386



    🫶 CREDITS:

    IFQT! is produced by The Future Perfect Project with support from Radio Kingston, WKNY, Kingston, New York. This episode was produced by Eric Eubank and Lily Mueller, Wallace and Parker. Fletcher's story is produced by Julie Novak and scored by Truth Bachman as part of FPP’s original series, Queer Youth Animated, available on YT. The song “CTR” is written and performed by Katelyn Handy, produced and mixed by Bryn Bliska and mastered by Piper Payne. The song is featured on the album Not What You Pictured, released by Future Perfect Records in 2022. Our theme song was composed and performed by Alex Masse and produced by Emma Jayne Seslowsky. Additional music composed by Alex Masse and Epidemic Sound. Episode mixing and mastering by Julie Novak with assistance from Emma Jayne Seslowsky.


    Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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    24 min