Incandescent Confessional: Many are worried about my mental health - Modeling "Faith" in darkness | No longer "meditating daily," or doing "manifesting" | Sharing Trust in God during "perceived difficulties"

Note around 13:40 - I know I've "bragged" about being med-free (I NEVER intend it to sound like bragging, just sharing cuz NO ONE talked about that when I was heavily medicated, but I could see if it's been seen that way), and even though I haven't been on prescriptions in over 9 years, I "self medicate" with all sorts of things - EVERYTHING that alleviates pain is medication in my perception right now. I meant it mostly metaphorically, though I have worked with certain plants and wellness protocols more like traditional medicine on and off but nothing worth sharing specifically at this time.

0:00 - intro/confessional about how ppl are worried about my mental health. How I can't seem to meditate or make meditations right now. How I'm no longer hiding my sensitivies. I can no longer "mask" my hyper-sensitive/hyper-imaginative animal.

19:39 - Intro to a prophetic dream

20:50 - Voice memo about a dream (with prophetic messages, I am being told as I write this - take the message as resonates for you, always)

47:11 - Offerings - https://www.yourweekendretreat.com + https://forms.gle/zLEGwQdNGZQDAEE8A

52:51 - HONESTLY sharing where I'm at in case you're feeling alone being there or ever have felt alone being there.

54:00 - Closing message for you

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55:22 - Clarifying thoughts about "positivity" and other messages I was "Scared" I spoke "incorrectly" on. DUDE, if I can move through anything from this, it's fear of "saying the wrongs things," my body is in full on hyper-painful-fear-mode while writing this and about to post/share this. I used to believe that meant I SHOULDN'T move forward because it would "attract" more fear. But on a rollercoaster, when you get scared at the top, you can't stop. That's the analogy I'm being given in my visions. (Also, if you're like, wait I thought you said you stopped meditating - which, I didn't FULLY, but compared to before it's nothing like it used to be - but I get visions ALL the time. They used to be really distracted, but now I've better integrated them...or maybe it's just that now I'm in public less so it's less distracting lol)

If the content I have channeled for you over the past 9 years of making music and meditations publicaly has served you in any way and you're called to give at this time, thank you in advance to anything you feel called to give!

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