Barred Desires
The Deepest Desires, Book 1
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Narrated by:
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Eric Corbyn
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Michael Gallagher
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Written by:
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Ashley James
About this listen
Luca Gray Hart
I have everything I could ever want—a great family, awesome friends, a girlfriend, and I’m headed off to my dream college. But the past is always there, lurking like a shadow in the night....
Branson Joseph Adler
I love men. I love everything about them. Their feel. Their smell. Their taste. It’s no secret to my friends and family that I’m gay. But I do have one secret....
What happens when you give in to the temptation and your world turns upside down?
It’s forbidden.
But it’s ours.
Barred Desires is the first book in the Deepest Desires interconnected series. It is a forbidden MM stepbrother romance, and it is angsty, emotional, and steamy.
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- cathb
- 2023-11-29
love this series
this is one of my favorite series, and I was so happy to have the audio version, the narrators we're perfect!! Can't wait for the second book (my favorite)😏
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