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  • Written by: S. J. Watson
  • Narrated by: Orlagh Cassidy
  • Length: 11 hrs and 32 mins
  • 4.2 out of 5 stars (108 ratings)

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Before I Go to Sleep

Written by: S. J. Watson
Narrated by: Orlagh Cassidy
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Christine wakes up every morning in an unfamiliar bed with an unfamiliar man. She looks in the mirror and sees an unfamiliar, middle-aged face. And every morning, the man she has woken up with must explain that he is Ben, he is her husband, she is 47 years old, and a terrible accident two decades earlier decimated her ability to form new memories.

But it’s the phone call from a Dr. Nash, a neurologist who claims to be working with Christine without her husband’s knowledge, that directs her to her journal, hidden in the back of her closet. For the past few weeks, Christine has been recording her daily activities - tearful mornings with Ben, sessions with Dr. Nash, flashes of scenes from her former life - and rereading past entries, relearning the facts of her life as retold by the husband she is completely dependent upon. As the entries build up, Christine asks many questions. What was life like before the accident? Why did she and Ben never have a child? What has happened to Christine’s best friend? And what exactly was the horrific accident that caused such a profound loss of memory?

Every day, Christine must begin again the reconstruction of her past. And the closer she gets to the truth, the more unbelievable it seems.

©2011 S. J. Watson (P)2011 HarperAudio

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Great reader

I loved this book!! It was so enthralling. I had to know if she was ever going to remember what happened to her. It was also hard to imagine someone having to go through forgetting everything every day when they wake. I did not see the ending coming and though I knew it was going to be good, I wish it came before the last two chapters so I could know the true burning question.

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Twists and turns right to the end!

Loved it. Couldn’t put it down. Had me on my toes all the way through.

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Twists and Turns

Although this book was full of twists and turns, I found it dragged on and on. The narration was good but perhaps the drone of her voice contributed to the feeling of it being too long.

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Great read

It was slow going at first, but it definitely kept my interest, and I constantly tried to put the pieces together before they happened..

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predictable

although well written, you could see the ending coming a mile away, even while half-listening the cues were obvious and revealed very early on during the book. still found it enjoyable.

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What an adventure

Excellent story. Narrator did a brilliant job. Many have said the ending was bad however it needed to end that way. Otherwise the story would have gone on and on. Great twist near end.

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Unanswered

I did not like the way the author chose to end the story. Couldn’t S.J. Included 1 more sentence.

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Oh MAAAANNN that was great!

I loved this from start to finish! It kept me guessing and fascinated throughout. Well worth the listen.

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Amazing.

Great read. Narrator keeps you going. Unexpected twist at the end! I would listen to this again.

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really good and kept me guessing

I really felt for all the characters so I could never really pin point what was happening... it was perfect!!

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