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Before I Let You Go
- A Novel
- Narrated by: Vanessa Johansson, Amy Landon
- Length: 12 hrs and 10 mins
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Publisher's Summary
From the author of The Things We Cannot Say, Before I Let You Go explores a hotly divisive topic and asks how far the ties of family love can be stretched before they finally break.
“Kelly Rimmer skillfully takes us deep inside a world where love must make choices that logic cannot. Ripped from the headlines and from the heart, Before I Let You Go is an unforgettable novel that will amaze and startle you with its impact and insight.” ( (Patti Callahan Henry, New York Times best-selling author of The Bookshop at Water’s End)
“Before I Let You Go is a heartbreaking book about an impossible decision. Kelly Rimmer writes with wisdom and compassion about the relationships between sisters, mother and daughter....She captures the anguish of addiction, the agonizing conflict between an addict’s best and worst selves. Above all, this is a novel about the deepest love possible.” (Luanne Rice, New York Times best-selling author)
The 2:00 a.m. call is the first time Lexie Vidler has heard her sister’s voice in years. Annie is a drug addict, a thief, a liar - and in trouble, again. Lexie has always bailed Annie out, given her money, a place to sleep, sent her to every kind of rehab. But this time, she’s not just strung out - she’s pregnant and in premature labor. If she goes to the hospital, she’ll lose custody of her baby - maybe even go to prison. But the alternative is unthinkable.
As the weeks unfold, Lexie finds herself caring for her fragile newborn niece while her carefully ordered life is collapsing around her. She’s in danger of losing her job, and her fiancé only has so much patience for Annie’s drama. In court-ordered rehab, Annie attempts to halt her downward spiral by confronting long-buried secrets from the sisters’ childhoods, ghosts that Lexie doesn’t want to face. But will the journey heal Annie, or lead her down a darker path?
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- Anonymous User
- 2020-11-03
about 50% too long
Neat story, felt it dragged on at a few points, the word incredulous is used about 100 times, and the narrator's impersonation of Sam's voice is so weird, made it tough to listen to. But, if you're looking for a dramatic, emotional story to listen to mindlessly then its good:)
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- Lorene
- 2018-09-14
I had to keep listening!
As soon as the book ended, I started again! It was riveting and suspenseful and heartbreaking! #Audible1
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- Ann
- 2022-07-11
Loved it
Very good common topic that effects many families. Addictions tears apart many families. It was written very well and easy to follow. Causes of addiction and the repercussions of one’s actions.
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- Amazon Customer
- 2020-09-07
Good but heavy subject matter
Older sisters voice by narrator was kinda odd—almost like drawn out in slow motion at Times and it was distracting. She was able to speak normally (as you see she does w other characters or even at times, being herself ...so was a bit perplexing why she chose that odd voice for the main character)....
Heavy subject matter—so as much as I was looking for an escape from my life/the world , there were times I had to stop listening cause it wasn’t relieving stress...sometimes adding to it. Very good story though—esp for anyone who wants or needs to know more about abuse/addiction and how it can affect lives etc...
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- Nicole
- 2020-08-20
Great story, painful narration
This story line had great potential. Unfortunately the horrible narration voices ruined that for me.
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- Dorie Hunter
- 2021-01-25
Heartbreaking Brilliant Read
Loved it, related to it. Captivating read.
l would highly recommend this book to friends.
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- Annemarie
- 2022-03-17
A little predictable
found the story a little too predictable, based on many similar stories of addicts.
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- Pat Graham
- 2023-11-27
Good story but a long
Good story about the struggles of addiction. It was a bit slow in spots but enjoyed it overall.
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- Heidy Godin
- 2022-09-01
Terrible
I can’t believe I made it through to the end. Nothing makes sense and so slow. Six chapters just to describe addiction; feels like it was written by a young teen. Too wordy, and very unrealistic. Good luck getting through this one…if you can tolerate the narrator I’ll be shocked. Never again…
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