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Broken Horses
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Brandi Carlile
- Length: 10 hrs and 3 mins
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Publisher's Summary
Number-one New York Times best seller
The critically acclaimed singer-songwriter, producer, and six-time Grammy winner opens up about a life shaped by music in this candid, heartfelt, and intimate story.
“One of the great memoirs of our time...a gift from Brandi’s soul.” (Glennon Doyle)
“Brandi’s story is about perseverance, humor, forgiveness, and manifestation. I absolutely loved it.” (Elton John)
“Broken Horses led me right into Brandi’s heart, and my own.” (Brené Brown)
Brandi Carlile was born into a musically gifted, impoverished family on the outskirts of Seattle and grew up in a constant state of change, moving from house to house, trailer to trailer, 14 times in as many years. Though imperfect in every way, her dysfunctional childhood was as beautiful as it was strange, and as nurturing as it was difficult. At the age of five, Brandi contracted bacterial meningitis, which almost took her life, leaving an indelible mark on her formative years and altering her journey into young adulthood.
As an openly gay teenager, Brandi grappled with the tension between her sexuality and her faith when her pastor publicly refused to baptize her on the day of the ceremony. Shockingly, her small town rallied around Brandi in support and set her on a path to salvation where the rest of the misfits and rejects find it: through twisted, joyful, weird, and wonderful music.
In Broken Horses, Brandi Carlile takes listeners through the events of her life that shaped her very raw art - from her start at a local singing competition where she performed Elton John’s “Honky Cat” in a bedazzled white polyester suit, to her first break opening for Dave Matthews Band, to many sleepless tours over 15 years and six studio albums, all while raising two children with her wife, Catherine Shepherd. This hard-won success led her to collaborations with personal heroes like Elton John, Dolly Parton, Mavis Staples, Pearl Jam, Tanya Tucker, and Joni Mitchell, as well as her peers in the supergroup The Highwomen, and ultimately to the Grammy stage, where she converted millions of viewers into instant fans.
Evocative and piercingly honest, Broken Horses is at once an examination of faith through the eyes of a person rejected by the church’s basic tenets and a meditation on the moments and lyrics that have shaped the life of a creative mind, a brilliant artist, and a genuine empath on a mission to give back.
Carlile recorded new stripped-down, solo renditions of more than 30 of the songs featured in the book, including her own and songs from artists who’ve inspired her, from Dolly Parton to Elton John, Leonard Cohen and more, available exclusively on the audiobook:
“I Don’t Hurt Anymore” by Hank Snow
“Coat of Many Colors” by Dolly Parton
“Ride on Out” by Brandi Carlile
“Honky Cat” by Elton John and Bernie Taupin
“Philadelphia” by Neil Young
“Happy” by Brandi Carlile
“That Year” by Brandi Carlile
“Hallelujah” by Leonard Cohen
“Eye of the Needle” by Brandi Carlile
“Turpentine” by Brandi Carlile
“Wasted” by Brandi Carlile
“The Story” by Brandi Carlile
“Closer to You” by Brandi Carlile
“Caroline” by Brandi Carlile
“Josephine” by Brandi Carlile
“Sugartooth” by Brandi Carlile
“Looking Out” by Brandi Carlile
“Beginning to Feel the Years” by Brandi Carlile
“Love Songs” by Brandi Carlile
“I Will” by Brandi Carlile
“I Belong to You” by Brandi Carlile
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“A vulnerable document.... The resilience of her sense of self, through poverty and fame, is transcendent. One of her great strengths as an artist is a willingness to stare herself straight in the face and not flinch.” (Amanda Hess, The New York Times)
“[Carlile is] perceptive, vulnerable, humble, funny and above all else, a good storyteller. She’d already proven her storytelling chops as a lyricist and she proves them once again in these pages. She knows how to use a few words to make a big impact.... Readers walk away feeling like they know the real Carlile.” (Associated Press)
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- Maureen Madigan
- 2021-05-31
Outstanding Memoir
This memoir is outstanding . It is like no other. Brandi is a true story teller. Like a great writer,Brandi shows us ,not tells us the story of her life. The music is beautiful , extensive and generous. It was interesting to hear the story behind the lyrics or how an album was recorded in the studio. This book gave me a lot to think about .
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- Jeannie
- 2021-04-22
So good.
I don’t dig deeply into myself whilst reading many books. Other than the musically talented bit, I relate a ton with Brandi’s story. Brandi’s reflections on her past, relationships, Jesus and desire to be present strikes a chord. From the beginning few chapters to the very end, I some how thought her story was all of our’s. Music speaks so loudly and is so relevant through our lives, it’s like a vein that keeps the blood safely flowing though the body and back to the heart. So good. I know she won’t see her self as a hero, but I believe she will be a hero to some, just like Joni Mitchell, Elton John or John Prine are to her. I physically read the book this week and then listened to Brandi read it here...the acoustic music was an extra treat!
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- dewartracey
- 2021-05-15
Raw, honest and inspiring.
Thank you Brandi. I hung on your every word. I hope that one day I can see myself as clearly as you see yourself. I am inspired to try and write my story too.
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- V
- 2022-04-17
Superb
I was sad when this book ended as it was such a mix of fine storytelling and music. It’s always a bonus when the artist/writer narrates their own story, but the real magic was when Brandi ended the chapters with acoustic versions of songs that relate to the concept covered in the chapter. This book answered so many of my questions snd curiosities and gave me a peek into Brandi’s awesome life and world. She is an entertainer on the stage and on the page. A must for any fan.
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- Geoff C.
- 2023-05-19
Beautiful!!!!
Sooo beautifully told and her voice is like butta! And she sings throughout, what a real treat this was. Thank you Brandi! Forever a big fan xo
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- Karen Olson
- 2021-05-24
Beautiful Memoir
I loved memoir and I’m so glad I listened to the audio version. Hearing Brandi tell her story and the vast amount of music included in the audio make it the logical choice.
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- Laurene Handley
- 2021-05-16
Loved it!
Fantastic! I was already a fan and the music was a bonus to the heart warming storytelling.
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- NKH
- 2021-05-20
AMAZING
Brandi’s Grandma was right, she is a very special person. Thanks to Brandi for openly and beautifully share her life story so far. Loved the book and sad it had to end.
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- Wendy
- 2021-05-16
I was already a fan but now...
I have listened to BC since early 2000’s and now listening to her story in her voice completely takes my respect for her to a deeper meaning. Love the way her music is spread throughout the book and the at the end ....thanks so much for this
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- Amazon Customer
- 2021-11-07
Beautiful
I blazed through this beautifully written life story of a beautiful human. I appreciate her humility, inspiring faith and wonderful voice - definitely recommend the audiobook to hear her share her story herself and share songs that pertain to each chapter.
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