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Narrated by:
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Nicole Small
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Written by:
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Ashley Antoinette
About this listen
Morgan and Messiah share many things. Love, hate, lust, trauma, and children. They are bonded forever by the gift of parenthood, but Morgan's attachment to Messiah comes with immense pain. After the discovery of Messiah's condition, Morgan's conflict is intensified. She knows how healing the M&M bubble can be, but she also knows that Messiah has the ability to ruin her. Will Morgan finally take her second chance with her first love? Or will she make the hardest decision of all and let go of the past?
Can Messiah come out clean after the mess he's made? Can he become the man he wants to be without hurting the people he loves? Will he be able to extend the forgiveness he expects everyone else to give him?
Everyone talks about healing, but no one talks about the ugly part of the process: the part that requires separation and accountability. Can M&M restore their magnetic love? Or are they forever lost on the pages?
Join Ashley Antoinette in Ethicland once again as she takes Ash Army on an intense, emotional rollercoaster full of angst, love, sacrifice, and family.
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