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Down the Drain
- Narrated by: Julia Fox
- Length: 10 hrs and 3 mins
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Publisher's Summary
A NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER
The hotly anticipated book from “one of the all-time pop-culture greats” (New York magazine) that chronicles her shocking life and unyielding determination to not only survive but achieve her dreams.
Julia Fox is famous for many things: her captivating acting, such as her breakout role in the film Uncut Gems; her trendsetting style, including bleached eyebrows, exaggerated eyeshadow, and cutout dresses; her mastery of social media, where she entertains and educates her millions of followers. But all these share the trait for which she is most famous: unabashedly and unapologetically being herself.
This commitment to authenticity has never been more on display than in Down the Drain. With writing that is both eloquent and accessible, Fox recounts her turbulent path to cultural supremacy: her parents’ volatile relationship that divided her childhood between Italy and New York City and left her largely raising herself; a possessive and abusive drug-dealing boyfriend whose torment continued even from within Rikers Island; her own trips to jail as well as to a psychiatric hospital; her work as a dominatrix that led to a complicated entanglement with a sugar daddy; a heroin habit that led to New Orleans trap houses and that she would kick only after the fatal overdose of her best friend; her own near-lethal overdoses and the deaths of still more friends from drugs and suicide; an emotionally explosive, tabloid-dominating romance with a figure she dubs “The Artist”; a whirlwind, short-lived marriage and her trials as a single parent striving to support her young son. Yet as extraordinary as her story is, its universality is what makes it so powerful. Fox doesn’t just capture her improbable evolution from grade-school outcast to fashion-world icon, she captures her transition from girlhood to womanhood to motherhood. Family and friendship, sex and death, violence and love, money and power, innocence and experience—it’s all here, in raw, remarkable, and riveting detail.
More than a year before the book’s publication, Fox’s description of it as “a masterpiece” in a red carpet interview went viral. As always, she was just being honest. Down the Drain is a true literary achievement, as one-of-a-kind as its author.
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- Yasmin Ali
- 2023-10-22
Excellent!!!
Five stars, ten out of ten and two thumbs up. Julia Fox - we love you.
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- Anonymous User
- 2024-10-30
Life changing Book
Honestly have no words to describe it - it’s 100% worth the listen. New favourite book!!!!
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- Anonymous User
- 2024-11-09
Iconic
So real!! Loved itt!!!
She deserves moree recognition for sureeee.
The way she told her story was just so beautiful from her childhood to fame! Oh and i usually dont finish a book but i really enjoyed reading this one!
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- Vanessa
- 2023-10-16
LOVED!!!
I really loved it! I didn’t know very much about Julia Fox, hearing her story kept me on my toes and wondering what would happen next. I already liked her but now I look at her with all new respect and admiration. Only thing I didn’t like is when it was over!
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- GH
- 2023-11-05
Blown away
I was not expecting this bio to be so amazing. Julia has a hell of a story and this book is so well written. The performance is *chef’s kiss*.
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- eden
- 2023-10-27
A masterpiece :)
This was a really addictive memoir that has some beautiful messages. I would highly recommend:)
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- Annie H
- 2024-08-15
Authentic and captivating
Love love love! I’m a fan! This needs to be a movie. I’m sure it currently in the works. Looking forward to her future projects.
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- Kris
- 2023-11-11
Incredible!
Inspiring and very relatable
This is a book I will definitely be listening to often.
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- MissCassandra
- 2023-11-26
Excellent Storytelling!
I love the rawness and self awareness; Julia manoeuvres with ease. She’s truly a brilliant gem. 10/10 recommend this book.
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- Anonymous User
- 2024-01-23
Severe slay!!!
I couldn’t recommend this book any more! The best memoir I’ve read/listened to. I liked Julia Fox before listening but I absolutely love her now and have the utmost respect for her! Thank u for sharing Julia!!
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