I Am, I Am, I Am
Seventeen Brushes with Death
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Narrated by:
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Daisy Donovan
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Written by:
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Maggie O'Farrell
About this listen
An extraordinary memoir - told entirely in near-death experiences - from one of Britain's best-selling novelists, for fans of Wild, When Breath Becomes Air, and The Year of Magical Thinking.
We are never closer to life than when we brush up against the possibility of death.
I Am, I Am, I Am is Maggie O'Farrell's astonishing memoir of the near-death experiences that have punctuated and defined her life. The childhood illness that left her bedridden for a year, which she was not expected to survive. A teenage yearning to escape that nearly ended in disaster. An encounter with a disturbed man on a remote path. And, most terrifying of all, an ongoing, daily struggle to protect her daughter - for whom this book was written - from a condition that leaves her unimaginably vulnerable to life's myriad dangers.
Seventeen discrete encounters with Maggie at different ages, in different locations, reveal a whole life in a series of tense, visceral snapshots. In taut prose that vibrates with electricity and restrained emotion, O'Farrell captures the perils running just beneath the surface and illuminates the preciousness, beauty, and mysteries of life itself.
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What the critics say
"How appropriate that this audiobook memoir, an unlikely examination of life through brushes with death, is narrated by the talented Daisy Donovan. Her tone of voice exudes a veneer of vulnerability overlaying a steely strength, and her delivery is ideal for this collection of interconnected remembrances.... Donovan's pacing and appealing accent make the vignettes come alive for the listener." (AudioFile)
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- elizabeth fanjoy
- 2022-04-12
Brave, original, moving
I wasn’t sure about this book at first, but listening opened a window, Transported, moved and at times stunned. A memoir of sorts, with a totally original approach.. Honest, brave. Evidence of how true life can be stranger than fiction.
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- wendy anne brown
- 2021-02-02
heartfelt
emotionally written and read by Daisy Donovan. a perfect voice for all of Maggie O'Farrell's work.
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