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If Only I Had Told Her
- Narrated by: Tyler Darby, Gina Rogers
- Length: 9 hrs and 44 mins
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Publisher's Summary
An intensely emotional and gripping companion novel to Laura Nowlin's USA Today and New York Times bestselling novel If He Had Been With Me about the love that both breaks and heals us. Perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover and Jenny Han.
If only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now.
Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels.
Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable?
Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny—but one doesn't always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love.
Told through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us.
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- Samantha Larabie
- 2024-08-26
Why must you do this to me
I’m done I wanna cry this stupid book is Killing me (I love it tho)
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- Amazon Customer
- 2024-06-11
Gut wrenching, yet a beautiful love story
This is one of those books you’ll think about for months after finishing it. While it’s gut wrenching their love story is one of my favorites
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- Rebecca
- 2024-07-17
Great book
It was a great book and easy to follow along while working, LOVED the story and it really kept me engaged!!
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