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If She Only Knew
- The Cahills, Book 1
- Narrated by: Christine Williams
- Length: 15 hrs and 21 mins
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From New York Times Bestselling author and Queen of Suspense, Lisa Jackson, comes If Only She Knew, a novel that will having you holding your breath as you turn each page. Perfect for readers of The Silent Patient and Then She was Gone!
If She Only Knew, introduces the Cahills, a wealthy San Francisco family - rich in money, twisted secrets, and hidden agendas. Now at the center of their tangled world is Marla Cahill - a woman with no memory of who she is, what she’s done, or why she could be the next to die . . .
It begins on a dark stretch of highway in northern California. Caught in a blinding glare of headlights, two vehicles swerve and crash - leaving one woman dead, and another in a coma. When the surviving woman awakens, her memory is gone and her face has been reconstructed. Her family tells her that her name is Marla Cahill - but they’re all strangers to her.
Recuperating in her isolated San Francisco mansion, Marla waits for something to trigger recognition. Yet the only thing she’s left with is the unshakable feeling that she is not who everyone says she is, and that something is very, very wrong. Marla knows her life isn’t just different - it’s in danger. And as her fear builds, a killer waits for the perfect moment to strike - the moment Marla remembers . . .
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- Jude
- 2024-10-27
Intriguing
The storyline is great. I did have a hard time with the characters switching back and forth in their feelings though. I suppose people are that duplicitous, but it felt more like the characters were reacting against each other for drama, or worse like a formula was being used for dramatic effect. And there was WAY too much 'Harlequin romance' for my taste. I was not too fond of any of the characters, so there was a lot of eye-rolling and hollering at them. The unintended entertainment aspect was enjoyable and the story's bones were delicious but I wouldn't order seconds.
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- Des
- 2024-10-31
Kept waiting for the suspense
it was like a romance trying to be suspenseful. Long and drawn out, took forever to get to the point of it all. Waste of time and waste of a credit.
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- Sarah Hunter
- 2024-10-31
It was good.
Too repetitive and too much sexual content that wasn’t needed, just takes away from the story. Overall it was a good story.
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- Debra Michalchuk
- 2023-03-06
Terrible book
I couldn't even finish this book, the writer rambles on and on, I lost interest.
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