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If You Find Me

Written by: Emily Murdoch
Narrated by: Tai Sammons
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A deeply compelling mix of high school drama and page-turning mystery that asks profound questions about family, truth, and love

Fourteen-year-old Carey and six-year-old Jenessa have been living in the woods with their mother for as long as they can remember; the sheltering trees and a broken-down camper are all they know. But what they’ve never been told is that Carey vanished from the real world ten years ago, when their mother took her, causing an uproar in the media - and in her father’s life.

Now, abandoned by the mother they trusted, they’re often left alone for long periods of time to fend for themselves - but, in one moment, everything changes. They’re found by Carey’s father and thrust into a bright and perplexing new world, one of shopping malls, shiny appliances, new clothes, and mouth-watering food. Carey desperately wants to believe in this new reality but is held back by a deep and painful loyalty to her mentally ill mother, who gave Carey her violin and taught her how to play the soaring music that helps her survive.

And then there’s the other piece of Carey’s past that haunts her, the story of what happened to her and Jenessa on that dark night in the woods - the reason Jenessa hasn’t spoken a word in over a year. Will Carey ever be able to trust her father and his family enough to fit into this new life? Will Jenessa finally break her silence and ruin the cocoon of safety that Carey’s built so carefully around them? And what will happen if the secret comes out?

©2013 Emily Murdoch (P)2013 Blackstone Audio, Inc
Bullying & Abuse Family Young Adult Fiction Heartfelt Thriller Teen Fantasy
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What the critics say

“Grabbed me by the heart on page one and didn’t let go till the very last word. Murdoch’s language is lovely, her storytelling gripping.” (Carol Lynch Williams, PEN Award-winning author of The Chosen One)

“Within two pages, I was so hopelessly hooked, I felt like the story had attached itself to me…Original and suspenseful, but most of all, it was Carey’s voice that had me flipping the pages…One of those books you devour.” (Jennifer Brown, author of Hate List)

“Searing…Hurt my heart and will probably haunt my dreams—a beautiful book about survival, identity, family, love, and so much more.” (Jenny Downham, author of Before I Die)

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Loved!!

This book was so great right from the beginning!! She did a good job with all of the characters. What an amazing story. The story does touch on physical abuse and sexual abuse so this may be better for mature audience (14+).

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Loved this story Hard time to stop listening. Would highly recycle this story to anyone

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Awesome. well worth the read

This is the first audio book I have tried and was not disappointed. The narrator was perfect for this book and the story great.

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Excellent

Excellent story. Didn’t want it to end. Great narrator to tell us the story. Thank you

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Slow starter but fantastic story

at first I wasn't too interested but continued to listen , what a wonderful surprise. it was such a great listen.

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Courage under fire...

Bittersweet...a child's persistent love for a mother...
triumph against all odds...learning to trust again though not necessarily the one who has hurt them...

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So good

This book had me hooked from the start. There are some disturbing subjects but such an amazing story.

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beautifully told

This book was beautiful and sad. It actually made me cry at parts. I really liked the first person narrative through Carey's eyes. Definately would recommend!

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Great story!

Really good story and details about a serious matter that exist, It’s a very well told story. I think everybody should listen to this at least once just to understand people and lives out there that we may not be familiar with. Knowledge is power!

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Excellent read

Loved the story I didn’t want it to end ! Listened from start to finish in one sitting

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