
I'll Be You
A Novel
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Julia Whelan
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Kate Rudd
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Janelle Brown
About this listen
Two identical twin sisters and former child actors have grown apart—until one disappears, in this “cleverly crafted and psychologically nuanced” (Time) suspense novel from the New York Times bestselling author of Pretty Things.
“An addictive thriller that will keep readers burning through pages . . . sneakily hypnotic.”—Los Angeles Times
ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS OF THE YEAR: The New York Public Library, PopSugar
“You be me, and I’ll be you,” I whispered.
As children, Sam and Elli were two halves of a perfect whole: gorgeous identical twins whose parents sometimes couldn’t even tell them apart. They fell asleep to the sound of each other’s breath at night, holding hands in the dark. And once Hollywood discovered them, they became B-list child TV stars, often inhabiting the same role.
But as adults, their lives have splintered. After leaving acting, Elli reinvented herself as the perfect homemaker: married to a real estate lawyer, living in a house just blocks from the beach. Meanwhile, Sam has never recovered from her failed Hollywood career, or from her addiction to the pills and booze that have propped her up for the last fifteen years.
Sam hasn't spoken to her sister since her destructive behavior finally drove a wedge between them. So when her father calls out of the blue, Sam is shocked to learn that Elli’s life has been in turmoil: her husband moved out, and Elli just adopted a two-year-old girl. Now she’s stopped answering her phone and checked in to a mysterious spa in Ojai. Is her sister just decompressing, or is she in trouble? Could she have possibly joined a cult? As Sam works to connect the dots left by Elli’s baffling disappearance, she realizes that the bond between her and her sister is more complicated than she ever knew.
I’ll Be You shows Janelle Brown at the top of her game: a story packed with surprising revelations and sharp insights about the choices that define our families and our lives—and could just as easily destroy them.
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What the critics say
“Her twistiest and tightest work yet . . . I’ll Be You is a cleverly crafted and psychologically nuanced yin and yang, complete with crackling observations about celebrity, California cults, wellness culture, the fertility industry, and the undertow of addiction.”—Time
“An addictive thriller that will keep readers burning through pages . . . sneakily hypnotic.”—Los Angeles Times
“Sharply insightful, relentlessly suspenseful and simply unputdownable, I’ll Be You is Janelle Brown’s best novel yet.”—Bookreporter
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- Sarah Young
- 2023-06-28
not half bad
kind of predictable, really, but oh well! it was an entertaining story, but i found it difficult to actually like either of the twins?
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- AFH
- 2023-03-24
Another Great Story
This book was beautifully narrated and well written.
Had me wanting to listen for the next chapter.
Very thrilling and great story line.
I enjoyed it very much.
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- Tesss
- 2024-06-26
Liked the style
This was really interesting and quite thrilling in the sense that you’re kind of fed a lot of the information backwards. Pacing was great and kept me listening. Narration was also great. Definitely recommend!
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- Albert valdes
- 2023-07-13
enjoyed the story
all in all it was a good listen. enjoyed the voice of Sam. few wtf shocking moments. good story
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- Carol Anne Shaw
- 2023-06-06
Unputdownable!
A brilliant story about loyalty, intuition, unconditional love, all wrapped up in a riveting mystery.
impeccable narration from Julia Whelan and Kate Rudd.
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- JOY
- 2022-09-02
Keeps you interested
A most unusual book. I read it in no time so I guess that means I liked it🎉😀
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- Anynomous
- 2023-03-27
Amazing story, ending uncomfortable tho
This story is excellently written in every sense of the compliment and performed perfectly. The character and plot development is some of the best I've ever written and any "twists" or "reveals", you absolutely do not see coming, which is hard to achieve nowadays. I really did love both the conceit and execution of this book.
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However, the ending sat poorly with me. Although I think you should have sympathy for the sister and I don't believe in prison so it's not that i wanted her sent to jail, the trauma done to the girl and her family is undeniable - even though they return her in the end, physically unharmed, she developed strong attachments to people during her formative years that she'll always remember on some level but not consciously. Also her parents thought she was dead for 4 months, as if that's not gonna wound the family. Lastly the idea of a monied white woman stealing a brown baby (because that's what she was) with no accountability despite the context is unpalatable to me. There was no real wrestling with these issues, too, and it made the ending feel uncomfortable.
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