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Narrated by:
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Kirt Graves
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Written by:
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Erik J. Brown
About this listen
USA Today bestseller!
A romantic, heartfelt, and hilarious queer coming-of-age story from All That's Left in the World author Erik J. Brown, perfect for fans of What If It’s Us and If This Gets Out.
Tommy Dees is in the weeds—restaurant speak for beyond overwhelmed. He’s been working as a server at Sunset Estates retirement community to get the experience he needs to attend one of the best culinary schools in the world. And to make his application shine, he also needs a letter of recommendation from his sadistic manager. But in exchange for the letter, Tommy has to meet three conditions—including training the new hire.
What he doesn’t expect is for the newbie to be an old crush: Gabe, with the dimples and kind heart, who Tommy fell for during summer camp at age eleven and then never saw again. Unfortunately, Gabe doesn’t remember Tommy at all. The training proves distracting as old feelings resurface and the universe seems to be conspiring against them.
With the application deadline looming and Gabe on his mind, Tommy is determined to keep it all together—but what if life isn’t meant to follow a recipe?
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- Amazon Customer
- 2023-08-05
Very good!
This was some kind of wonderful!
Life can’t always be planned.
Great story and great characters.
Highly recommend!
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- Tony
- 2023-12-21
Enjoyable Listen
This story was easy to listen to and follow along.
Main characters are very pleasant and likeable and have a few flaws/situations they each are going through. The situations kept me interested and the story generally doesn’t feel like it’s ever stalling. A lot of cute/romantic moments as well.
I found there weren’t intense moments that got my heart racing or moments that made me super happy or sad. I didn’t mind that because not all stories need to be so intense which is why I thought this was a nice change of pace and a pleasant listen.
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