Portal tears transport you out of one place and into another. Like a waterfall, you can't see the other side until you step through. In this transformative memoir, Lisa Ceizyk takes you on her messy, funny, heartbreaking, and inspiring journey of recalibrating her soul and reshaping her body to finally believing she is worth it.

When Dr. Death gave her the shocking news at 33-years-old that she was destined to die young, she made it her mission to prove his fateful prediction wrong. She endured six years of infertility treatments including 11 embryo transfers on the path to the birth of her baby girl. She refused to let that little girl face a motherless future. After hard work and many leaps of faith to reach her goal of losing 80lbs, she began to drown the demons beneath each layer she shed.

From there began her incredible and surprising journey of healing every aspect of life until finally, she stepped into her true self. Her darkest hours were unlikely gifts in disguise, but her faith grew through each hardship amid the chaos of two life changing moves across the country and countless heartaches.

She learned her tears were portal tears...the kind that would transport you to become the woman God created you to be when you face your deepest wounds and truly heal.