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The Mother I Could Have Been
- Narrated by: Emma Spurgin Hussey
- Length: 8 hrs and 3 mins
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Why would you walk away from the one person you can’t live without?
As a child, Vicky Hall never had the sort of family she wanted. The least important person in her new step-family, ignored by her mother in favour of her two younger half siblings, Vicky was always an afterthought. Sitting alone at her graduation ceremony at the age of 21, she vows to create her own family and her own life, one which is full of the love and attention she has always craved.
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- Sarah
- 2022-11-30
Beautifully written
Loved it. Would highly recommend to anyone who enjoys stories about families-the dynamics, complexities, dysfunctions. The narration was lovely, could listen to her speak all day. I look forward to listening to other books by this Author!
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- Debi Formo
- 2022-11-08
I enjoyed it
Intricate story kept me wanting to listen. Enjoyed both the narration and the story itself.
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