The Mother I Could Have Been
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Narrated by:
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Emma Spurgin Hussey
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Written by:
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Kerry Fisher
About this listen
Why would you walk away from the one person you can’t live without?
As a child, Vicky Hall never had the sort of family she wanted. The least important person in her new step-family, ignored by her mother in favour of her two younger half siblings, Vicky was always an afterthought. Sitting alone at her graduation ceremony at the age of 21, she vows to create her own family and her own life, one which is full of the love and attention she has always craved.
When Vicky meets William and falls pregnant in Greece that summer, it isn’t planned. But the two of them believe they can make it work, showering their child with the love which they believe should be enough.
But when her son Theo is two, Vicky leaves him in the care of her mother-in-law, walks out of her front door and drives to a hotel where she takes a room for the night. She doesn’t return.
It’s unthinkable.
What kind of mother does that?
The kind who is hiding a story you can never imagine.
The Mother I Could Have Been is a heartbreaking story of impossible decisions and second chances, from the best-selling author of The Silent Wife and The Woman I Was Before. Perfect for fans of Jodi Picoult, Liane Moriarty and Diane Chamberlain.
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- Wendy
- 2024-09-27
This story is so relatable.
As a parent estranged from my son, this book left me with tears in my eyes and a lump in my throat. Since my son has no children, and likely never will, I feel that he will never begin to understand my shortcomings as a mom. The story is so relatable and realistic.
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- Sarah
- 2022-11-30
Beautifully written
Loved it. Would highly recommend to anyone who enjoys stories about families-the dynamics, complexities, dysfunctions. The narration was lovely, could listen to her speak all day. I look forward to listening to other books by this Author!
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- Debi Formo
- 2022-11-08
I enjoyed it
Intricate story kept me wanting to listen. Enjoyed both the narration and the story itself.
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