The Save of My Life
My Journey Out of the Dark
Failed to add items
Add to Cart failed.
Add to Wish List failed.
Remove from wish list failed.
Follow podcast failed
Unfollow podcast failed
Buy Now for $31.46
No default payment method selected.
We are sorry. We are not allowed to sell this product with the selected payment method
-
Narrated by:
-
Rex Anderson
-
Written by:
-
Corey Hirsch
-
Sean Patrick Conboy
About this listen
A riveting look behind the mask of an NHL goalie, The Save of My Life offers understanding and hope to anyone living with mental illness
By the time he was twenty-two years old, goaltender Corey Hirsch had realized his childhood dream of playing in the NHL, won an Olympic medal and drunk from the Stanley Cup. While he excelled on the ice, out of the net Hirsch was plagued by persistent dark thoughts and ceaseless anxiety. On days when he could barely get out of bed, he was able to push aside the endless loop of dark thoughts running inside his brain long enough to win a game. But as soon as he got back home, the agonizing cycle started all over again. And it continued, until finally he was able to confide in a team trainer who helped him get the professional treatment he needed. Diagnosed with obsessive-compulsive disorder, Hirsch was able to embark on the rocky road to recovery. As one of the first professional athletes to talk openly about mental health, Hirsch wrote about his OCD for the Players’ Tribune. His piece remains one of their most-read articles ever.
As Hirsch says, “I am not insane. I am not a bad person. I am not weak. I have an illness, and there is a treatment.”
©2021 Corey Hirsch and Kevin Shea (P)2021 HarperCollins Publishers Ltd.You may also enjoy...
-
Down and Back
- On Alcohol, Family, and a Life in Hockey
- Written by: Justin Bourne
- Narrated by: Justin Bourne
- Length: 8 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Bob Bourne was everything a son wants to emulate—an NHL All-Star, a Sports Illustrated “Sportsman of the Year,” a Stanley Cup champion. Justin Bourne followed in those huge footsteps, leading his teams in scoring year after year, and finally garnering an invitation to the New York Islanders’ training camp—the same team his father had played for.
-
-
The Hard Work Is done In The Corners, unseen
- By Paul on 2024-06-16
Written by: Justin Bourne
-
Finding Murph
- How Joe Murphy Went from Winning a Championship to Living Homeless in the Bush
- Written by: Rick Westhead
- Narrated by: Brandon Massey
- Length: 10 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Murphy’s life didn’t begin on a track that would lead to homelessness. He was smart, dedicated to hockey, and was a key player for the Oilers, Red Wings, and Blackhawks, among other teams. But one vicious body check changed his life forever. Despite being shaken by the hit, Murphy was cleared to return to the game. Soon after, his entire life seemed to change. Murphy became a journeyman, moving from team to team. Along the way, other NHLers said they noticed something different about him, too.
-
-
Startling tale
- By Eldon on 2022-01-25
Written by: Rick Westhead
-
The Grim Reaper
- The Life and Career of a Reluctant Warrior
- Written by: Stu Grimson
- Narrated by: Stu Grimson
- Length: 9 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
NHL tough guys all tell the same story. They all grew up dreaming of skating in the big league as stars. Then one day, a coach tells them the only way to make it is to drop the gloves. And every guy says the same thing: I'll do whatever it takes to play in the NHL. Not Stu Grimson, though. When he was offered a contract to patrol the ice for the Calgary Flames, he said no thanks, and went to university instead. And that's the way Grimson has approached his career and his life: on his own terms.
-
-
Great story teller
- By Troy miller on 2024-08-16
Written by: Stu Grimson
-
Fighter
- Defying the NHL Odds
- Written by: Aaron Volpatti
- Narrated by: Aaron Volpatti
- Length: 10 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
One of the most inspirational comeback stories in professional sports. Aaron Volpatti was never supposed to play in the NHL. As an average, undersized youth hockey player, Aaron had to fight his way, literally, into competitive hockey. But in the early hours of April 20, 2005, he found himself in a very different fight–a fight for his life after a devastating burn injury.
-
-
Great Story
- By Anonymous User on 2023-04-13
Written by: Aaron Volpatti
-
Pain Killer
- A Memoir of Big League Addiction
- Written by: Brantt Myhres, Michael Landsberg - foreword
- Narrated by: Brantt Myhres, Michael Landsberg
- Length: 10 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Brantt Myhres wasn't around for the birth of his daughter. Myhres had played for seven different NHL teams, and had made millions. But he'd been suspended four times, all for drug use, and he had partied his way out of the league. This is his story, in his own words, of how he fought his way out of minor hockey into the big league, but never left behind the ghosts of a bleak and troubled childhood.
-
-
Total Honesty
- By Julie on 2021-06-18
Written by: Brantt Myhres, and others
-
Life in Two Worlds
- A Coach's Journey from the Reserve to the NHL and Back
- Written by: Ted Nolan, Meg Masters - contributor
- Narrated by: James Malloch
- Length: 11 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Growing up on a First Nation reserve, young Ted Nolan built his own backyard hockey rink and wore skates many sizes too big. But poverty wasn’t his biggest challenge. Playing the game meant spending his life in two worlds: one in which he was loved and accepted and one where he was often told he didn’t belong. Ted proved he had what it took, joining the Detroit Red Wings in 1978. But when his on-ice career ended, he discovered his true passion wasn’t playing; it was coaching.
-
-
Ted Nolan-Very candid and forthcoming telling his story
- By Robert W. IRONSIDE on 2024-10-20
Written by: Ted Nolan, and others
-
Down and Back
- On Alcohol, Family, and a Life in Hockey
- Written by: Justin Bourne
- Narrated by: Justin Bourne
- Length: 8 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Bob Bourne was everything a son wants to emulate—an NHL All-Star, a Sports Illustrated “Sportsman of the Year,” a Stanley Cup champion. Justin Bourne followed in those huge footsteps, leading his teams in scoring year after year, and finally garnering an invitation to the New York Islanders’ training camp—the same team his father had played for.
-
-
The Hard Work Is done In The Corners, unseen
- By Paul on 2024-06-16
Written by: Justin Bourne
-
Finding Murph
- How Joe Murphy Went from Winning a Championship to Living Homeless in the Bush
- Written by: Rick Westhead
- Narrated by: Brandon Massey
- Length: 10 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Murphy’s life didn’t begin on a track that would lead to homelessness. He was smart, dedicated to hockey, and was a key player for the Oilers, Red Wings, and Blackhawks, among other teams. But one vicious body check changed his life forever. Despite being shaken by the hit, Murphy was cleared to return to the game. Soon after, his entire life seemed to change. Murphy became a journeyman, moving from team to team. Along the way, other NHLers said they noticed something different about him, too.
-
-
Startling tale
- By Eldon on 2022-01-25
Written by: Rick Westhead
-
The Grim Reaper
- The Life and Career of a Reluctant Warrior
- Written by: Stu Grimson
- Narrated by: Stu Grimson
- Length: 9 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
NHL tough guys all tell the same story. They all grew up dreaming of skating in the big league as stars. Then one day, a coach tells them the only way to make it is to drop the gloves. And every guy says the same thing: I'll do whatever it takes to play in the NHL. Not Stu Grimson, though. When he was offered a contract to patrol the ice for the Calgary Flames, he said no thanks, and went to university instead. And that's the way Grimson has approached his career and his life: on his own terms.
-
-
Great story teller
- By Troy miller on 2024-08-16
Written by: Stu Grimson
-
Fighter
- Defying the NHL Odds
- Written by: Aaron Volpatti
- Narrated by: Aaron Volpatti
- Length: 10 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
One of the most inspirational comeback stories in professional sports. Aaron Volpatti was never supposed to play in the NHL. As an average, undersized youth hockey player, Aaron had to fight his way, literally, into competitive hockey. But in the early hours of April 20, 2005, he found himself in a very different fight–a fight for his life after a devastating burn injury.
-
-
Great Story
- By Anonymous User on 2023-04-13
Written by: Aaron Volpatti
-
Pain Killer
- A Memoir of Big League Addiction
- Written by: Brantt Myhres, Michael Landsberg - foreword
- Narrated by: Brantt Myhres, Michael Landsberg
- Length: 10 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Brantt Myhres wasn't around for the birth of his daughter. Myhres had played for seven different NHL teams, and had made millions. But he'd been suspended four times, all for drug use, and he had partied his way out of the league. This is his story, in his own words, of how he fought his way out of minor hockey into the big league, but never left behind the ghosts of a bleak and troubled childhood.
-
-
Total Honesty
- By Julie on 2021-06-18
Written by: Brantt Myhres, and others
-
Life in Two Worlds
- A Coach's Journey from the Reserve to the NHL and Back
- Written by: Ted Nolan, Meg Masters - contributor
- Narrated by: James Malloch
- Length: 11 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Growing up on a First Nation reserve, young Ted Nolan built his own backyard hockey rink and wore skates many sizes too big. But poverty wasn’t his biggest challenge. Playing the game meant spending his life in two worlds: one in which he was loved and accepted and one where he was often told he didn’t belong. Ted proved he had what it took, joining the Detroit Red Wings in 1978. But when his on-ice career ended, he discovered his true passion wasn’t playing; it was coaching.
-
-
Ted Nolan-Very candid and forthcoming telling his story
- By Robert W. IRONSIDE on 2024-10-20
Written by: Ted Nolan, and others
-
All Roads Home
- A Life on and off the Ice
- Written by: Bryan Trottier, Stephen Brunt - contributor, Jesse Thistle - foreword, and others
- Narrated by: Sheldon Elter, Jesse Thistle, Lindsy Ruthven, and others
- Length: 8 hrs and 40 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Over the course of his incredible career, Bryan Trottier set a new standard of hockey excellence. A seven-time Stanley Cup champion (four with the New York Islanders, two with the Pittsburgh Penguins, and one as an assistant coach with the Colorado Avalanche), Trottier won countless awards and is a member of the Hockey Hall of Fame and the Canadian Sports Hall of Fame. In 2017, he was named one of the NHL's Top 100 Players of All Time.
-
-
Honesty
- By Tom Lautebach on 2023-01-15
Written by: Bryan Trottier, and others
-
A Helluva Life in Hockey
- A Memoir
- Written by: Brian McFarlane
- Narrated by: Brian McFarlane
- Length: 12 hrs and 31 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
It’s been 85 years since Brian McFarlane first laced a pair of skates and tested the black ice on a tiny pond. And then he discovered the joy of hockey. Ultimately, there would be grade school hockey, high school hockey, junior hockey, college hockey, and, miraculously, two decades with the NHL Oldtimers anchoring his life. Now, in this revealing autobiography, he remembers it all. For Brian McFarlane, it has been a helluva life in hockey.
-
-
outstanding hockey book
- By Anonymous User on 2022-09-19
Written by: Brian McFarlane
-
The Series
- What I Remember, What It Felt Like, What It Feels Like Now
- Written by: Ken Dryden
- Narrated by: Ken Dryden
- Length: 2 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
SEPTEMBER 2, 1972, MONTREAL FORUM, GAME ONE: The best against the best for the first time. Canada, the country that had created the game; the Soviet Union, having taken it up only twenty-six years earlier. On the line: more than the players, more than the fans, more than Canadians and Russians knew. So began an entirely improbable, near-month-long series of games that became more and more riveting, until, for the eighth, and final, and deciding game—on a weekday, during work and school hours all across the country—the nation stopped.
-
-
Summit Series from Someone who was There
- By The Math Devil on 2023-08-01
Written by: Ken Dryden
-
The Greatest Comeback
- How Team Canada Fought Back, Took the Summit Series, and Reinvented Hockey
- Written by: John U. Bacon
- Narrated by: Braden Wright
- Length: 12 hrs and 14 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
When the Summit Series began on September 2, 1972, Cold War tensions could not have been higher. But that was the whole point of setting up this unprecedented hockey series. Team Canada, featuring the country’s best players—all NHL stars, half of them future Hall of Famers—would play an eight-game series, with four games played across Canada followed by four in Moscow. Almost everyone expected Team Canada to crush their untried opponents eight games to zero, with backups playing the last four games.
-
-
Super du début à la fin..!
- By Genevieve L. on 2024-01-31
Written by: John U. Bacon
-
Mind over Matter
- Hard-Won Battles on the Road to Hope
- Written by: Jordin Tootoo, Stephen Brunt - contributor
- Narrated by: Jordin Tootoo
- Length: 5 hrs and 38 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
For some hockey players, retirement marks the moment when it’s all over. But Jordin Tootoo is not most hockey players. Having inspired millions when he first broke into the league, Tootoo continued to influence people throughout his career—not only through his very public triumph over alcoholism, but also his natural charisma. And now, years after hanging up his skates, he is more committed to doing things the right way and speaking about it to others, whether it’s corporate executives or Indigenous youth.
-
-
Authors very candid recollections of his life and times
- By Robert W. IRONSIDE on 2024-10-15
Written by: Jordin Tootoo, and others
-
Nine Lessons I Learned from My Father
- Written by: Murray Howe
- Narrated by: Murray Howe
- Length: 7 hrs and 17 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Gordie Howe may have been the greatest player in the history of hockey, but greatness was never defined by goals or assists in the Howe household. Greatness meant being the best person you could be, not the best player on the ice. Unlike his two brothers, Murray Howe failed in his attempt to follow in his father's footsteps to become a professional athlete. Yet his failure brought him to the realization that his dream wasn't really to be a pro hockey player. His dream was to be his father. To be amazing at something, but humble and gracious. To be a hero.
-
-
enjoyed it immensely
- By Anonymous User on 2020-04-17
Written by: Murray Howe
What listeners say about The Save of My Life
Average Customer RatingsReviews - Please select the tabs below to change the source of reviews.
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Anonymous User
- 2023-07-16
Great content but poor pronunciation
Great content and story!
Please have someone narrate that can pronounce the names correctly.
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- david
- 2022-12-16
Poorly pronounced names all through the book
That was the only frustrating part otherwise it is a really great help to those of us who have had to deal with mental health. Thanks for this book
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Dan Ransome
- 2022-10-19
Thank You!
The story was well told and full of bravery.
my only critique is that the narrator had several mispronounced words which was distracting
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!
1 person found this helpful
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- DaveE
- 2022-10-24
Brave story, Well written.
A tough story that I mildly share, and it is great to hear the progress Corey made. Caveat: the Narrator really needs to work on pronunciations of so many names and places.
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Anonymous User
- 2022-10-25
Excellent insights.
the book was great, but the narrator should have brushed up on how to pronounce hockey legends names. thats the only negative and not even bad. just a little annoying for a hockey fanatic
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Dave Cottenie
- 2023-12-11
Get the names right
Nearly EVERY name in this book is mispronounced. More effort needs to be put into the editing/directing. Unacceptable.
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!