This was just one of those days that my thoughts were so disorganized so I really hope this episode makes so sense. I really struggle with being stuck in the past and I regret so many of the decisions I have made. I was so focused on my future as a kid that I didn’t enjoy my childhood and now I want to go back. I feel like these thoughts and feeling really impact the decision I make now. I’m very torn between making my current self happy and doing what's best for my future. I’m in the process of changing my mindset and trying not to live in the future while making an informed decision that benefits me in the moment and my future.