Dishonesty invites intimacy

An experience with Gene Key 59

To this conditioned mind it feels like the opposite

Run, defend, resist, disallow, prevent when meeting dishonesty

But what intimacy with me invites me to see

Is dishonesty is a lack of trust

In myself

My experience

And in the other

The way out of the shadow of dishonesty seems to me to be intimacy

Look inward

All we seek is found there

It’s a skill we all can remember

I’m sharing an intimate audio today

It’s a story about how I received a really unpleasant (and seemingly unsafe) experience and what I saw as I sat in allowance and contemplation

Dishonesty

How the heck was I going to fix, defend, prevent, overcome that?

What if I don’t have to?

Every shadow, every problem, every pain, invites more enlightenment

The Intimacy Circle, In to me we see with the Gene Keys

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You’re invited to share your reflections and comments if any arise

Contemplating the sphere of my Vocation and Core, Gene Key 34 moves from the shadow of force to the Siddhi of majesty by way of the gift of strength

My current contemplation led me to "Let the Body Speak" and wow oh wow does she have something to say!

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There’s an image floating in my mind

I’m not one usually prone to images

I more hear words, receive ideas

But I’ve become a contemplative person

I’ve been training myself to turn inward

Release codependency

Contemplating to me is a feminine practice

Expanding awareness

Widening focus

Recognizing the whole

Sensing interconnectedness

See the big picture, she invites

It doesn’t make sense

It can’t, it won’t

But sense how it flows

Intuit how it all knows

She’s coming online

As I dance with my Gene Keys profile a balance between masculine and feminine is happening within me

I am aligning

It’s even more natural than I imagined

It’s even more healing that I could have dreamed

She’s bringing everything I desire with her

And yet there is more

Fall fully into trust I implore myself

In time

In time

For now I’m visioning, ascending from the shadows, breaking patterns, and learning how to trust, and contempainting

There’s an image floating in my mind, in my heart

As I bring it alive on the page synapses in my system connect

My awareness expands

Logic baffled, how does the rhythm of creating with my hands lead to break through?

Ah the magic of the feminine

Isn’t she divine?