Talking about elementary school, there was this boy who liked me and wanted to date me. I never once liked him and I didn’t care about boys or dating, plus I was too young. He kept messing with me and I said I didn’t like it, I told him to stop but he didn’t. Somehow I was a bad guy for standing up for myself and being called the bully. I was just sexually abused by someone I wasn’t related to, and all the teachers and my mom took his side? All I wanted was to be left alone, I didn’t want to be around no one, but of course no one would hear me out. Then a counselor I had in middle school tried to get me expelled because someone lied to her. She retired because she wanted to go out on good terms. I did apologize to the guy who had a crush on me back in elementary school. It wasn’t for him, but for me to forgive myself for the hell I went through. I had the right to stand up for myself in these two situations and still I was considered the bully, the person harassing another person and being called a liar. Tell me how any of this makes sense? Both of these situations could have been handled differently, but were they, no and of course here comes the lame apology aftwards. I don’t even care anymore but try to be nice to me, because you are only doing it to make yourself look better. Tides to change was knowing that God would work this in favor. I wasn’t innocent, but I also didn’t deserve any of this. Why do you think I only have one friend that I have been friends with since middle school, because I couldn’t trust no one else.
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