READ: PSALM 145:14-19; HEBREWS 4:14-16

Today’s poem is written in the style of a rap.

I’m here every night; too tired to fight. Just trying to make it, not fake it. It’s hard…to be a PK, knowing you want me to say, “It’s okay. I still believe.” Though in my heart I still grieve.

But I see a world that’s gone bad. And it started when Dad Headed out of the door, said he wanted no more.

Preacher dad who told me of God— what a facade. Now our family’s a mess, and each day’s got stress.

I pray, but don’t know what to say. Can I be real? There’s nothing I feel except empty inside. See, last time I cried and said, “God, take it away— this pain, lift it I pray”—

God, You left it there. And continued to tear my family apart. So, don’t start with me, people in pews, giving your views of what I should do.

My best friend Kat—she’s got my back She has what I lack: Faith—faith to still pray, And wants me to be the same way.

Though I wish God really cared And wasn’t just there, up in the air. • Linda Washington

• Have you ever felt like Shenice? You might be a PK (pastor’s kid) whose dad walked out, or your pain might be totally different. Who, if anyone, did you talk to about what you went through?

• How would you want to respond if Shenice was your friend?

• What do you believe is true about the God who Shenice labels “just there up in the air”? Why?

• When Jesus, the God of the Universe, came and lived among us, He experienced our suffering firsthand. He went all the way to the cross for us—to the grave and back—because He loves us, and He never wants to be apart from us. Jesus is never too far away to hear you when you call. There is nothing you can say or do to Him that will make Him stop loving you or hearing you when you pray. Consider taking some time to talk to Him about whatever hurts you’ve been carrying (Matthew 11:28-30). You don’t need to filter your thoughts before you say them to Jesus.

• When we go through hard times, it’s normal to wonder if God has stopped caring about us. The pain of betrayal is especially deep. Healing from that kind of hurt can be a long, slow process. But God is faithful to bind up the wounds of the brokenhearted, and even to bring us joy again (Psalms 30:5; 147:3). God does His patient work of healing through His Word, through His Spirit, and also through His people. He calls us to pray for one another, to speak the truth—but never without love—and to weep with those who weep (Romans 12:15; Ephesians 4:15-16; 6:18). Who is a trusted Christian in your life you can talk freely with when you’re hurting? (If no one comes to mind, you can ask God to help you identify someone in the future.)

The LORD is close to all who call on him, yes, to all who call on him in truth. Psalm 145:18 (NLT)

READ: ROMANS 8:31-39; 2 CORINTHIANS 12:9; 1 PETER 4:12-13

Have you ever heard of The Pilgrim’s Progress? This book, written in the late 1600s by a pastor named John Bunyan, is the most famous Christian allegory still in print. For centuries, it has encouraged believers to continue following Christ…despite the difficulties.

At one point in the book, the main character, a man named Christian, is shown around a house by the Interpreter. The Interpreter shows Christian a fireplace with a tiny, trembling flame. Satan is standing near the fire, dumping water mercilessly on the flame to try and put it out.

The Interpreter then takes Christian around the side of the fireplace where Christian sees a man pouring oil on the flame. The Interpreter explains that most of our lives, we only see the devil pouring water on the little flame of our faith. What we don’t see is Christ strengthening us with the oil.

Christ warns us that struggles will come if we follow Him, and that our faith will be tested in many ways (John 16:33; James 1:2; 1 Peter 4:12). During struggles, it may feel like Satan will put out the flame of our faith, but we can look to Christ as the one who will never let us go. We can rely on Christ’s strength, trusting that nothing will ever separate us from His love (Romans 8:39), and that He will help us withstand all the devil’s temptations (1 Corinthians 10:13; Ephesians 6:13). • Chloe Ann

• Have you ever felt as if every hardship and struggle in life was trying to put out the flame of faith you have? Are you feeling that way right now? Consider taking some time to talk to Jesus, asking Him to help you see the ways He is strengthening you in the midst of your trials.

• Can you think of a time you realized God was strengthening you when you were in the middle of a trial? What was that like?

No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8:37-39 (NIV)

READ: AMOS 5:24; MICAH 6:8; LUKE 18:7-8; REVELATION 21:4

A girl stands in front of a judge and jury, retelling her traumatic assault, and her assaulter walks free at the end of the trial. A family breaks into tears after learning there was not enough evidence to convict their son’s murderer. You tell your teacher you’re being bullied, and they say they can’t do anything unless they see it.

Our world is riddled with injustices big and small, and they sting. We say, “That’s not fair!” and someone responds, “Life’s not fair.” But there is hope in the midst of these injustices.

The book of Amos says that God’s justice will pour outward like a river. And in the book of Revelation, the apostle John says Jesus will enact justice at His return, even removing our death, crying, grief, and pain. John paints a picture of God wiping away our tears as He takes away our suffering. Doesn’t that sound wonderful? Part of God’s plan is to bring His justice.

And Jesus revealed God’s justice. When Jesus died on the cross, He took on the sins of the world—and God’s just punishment for them—so that all of us who put our trust in Jesus won’t receive the punishment we deserve. God longs for people to turn to Jesus so they can be made right with Him. But those who reject Jesus will face His just wrath at Judgment Day, when He promises to bring justice for every wrong. So, whether through the cross or at Judgment Day, all injustice will be made right (John 3:15-18; 2 Corinthians 5:10; 2 Peter 3:9-13).

In the meantime, we can rest knowing that God hears us whenever we cry out against injustice, and He promises to bring an end to every wrong and heal our every hurt. Not only that, but God also calls His people to act justly here and now as we wait for His upcoming justice. When we look to Jesus, we see that He acted against injustice on our behalf—for example, He flipped over tables in the temple and stopped the money changers who were taking advantage of people who had come to worship God (Mark 11:15-17).

This means one way we can show Jesus’s love to others is through seeking after justice. While we wait for our Savior to return and bring ultimate justice, we can rely on Him to help us shine His light on any injustice we encounter. • Naomi Zylstra

• Where do you see injustice in the world today? Consider taking some time to pray about an injustice, asking God to help you notice any ways you could bring His love and justice there.

“But let justice roll on like a river, righteousness like a never-failing stream!” Amos 5:24 (NIV)