My Fair Junkie
A Memoir of Getting Dirty and Staying Clean
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Amy Dresner
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Amy Dresner
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In the tradition of Blackout and Permanent Midnight, a darkly funny and revealing debut memoir of one woman's 20-year battle with sex, drugs, and alcohol addiction, and what happens when she finally emerges on the other side.
Growing up in Beverly Hills, Amy Dresner had it all: a top-notch private school education, the most expensive summer camps, and even a weekly clothing allowance. But at 24, she started dabbling in meth in San Francisco and unleashed a fiendish addiction monster. Soon, if you could snort it, smoke it, or have sex with, she did.
Smart and charming, with Daddy's money to fall back on, she sort of managed to keep it all together. But on Christmas Eve 2011, all of that changed when, high on Oxycontin, she stupidly "brandished" a bread knife on her husband and was promptly arrested for "felony domestic violence with a deadly weapon".
Within months, she found herself in the psych ward - and then penniless, divorced, and looking at 240 hours of court-ordered community service. For two years, assigned to a Hollywood Boulevard "chain gang", she swept up syringes (and worse) as she bounced from rehabs to halfway houses, all while struggling with sobriety, sex addiction, and starting over in her 40s.
In the tradition of Orange Is the New Black and Jerry Stahl's Permanent Midnight, Amy Dresner's My Fair Junkie is an insightful, darkly funny, and shamelessly honest memoir of one woman's battle with all forms of addiction, hitting rock bottom, and forging a path to a life worth living.
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- Stephanie
- 2020-07-01
bravo
love love loved this book , Amy your are to funny but also serious thank you for everything you do to make recovery bearable
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- Dale
- 2020-08-24
Inspirational
Awesome narration.
Great story. Amy is very well spoken.
A true inspiration to all addicts.
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- Michelle
- 2022-12-13
Honest
I loved it! Amy is an open honest woman. I want to listen to the rest of her story.
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- Lilysmum
- 2020-07-19
Highly recommended memoir about addiction
Thank you, Amy.
Your memoir is a gift to those navigating their own journey with addiction. Touching not just on alcohol and drug addiction but anything that takes away more than it gives. Casually read and such a powerful story. Loved your narration. Looking forward to your next book.
All the best,
J
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- Richard
- 2020-06-02
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Bare pure honesty. A gift of love, help and insight.
Thanks for your giving, all the best
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- Rachelle
- 2020-11-05
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......... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . good book i don't have 15 words to say
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- LAB
- 2023-10-28
honest, raw, inspiring
An amazing story of struggle told with humour and honesty. Not for the faint of heart. Be ready for some swearing!
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