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Andi Arndt
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Jason Clarke
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Written by:
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Tijan
About this listen
Cutler Ryder was everything I wasn’t.
He was the hockey star. I was an outcast. He was best friends with my stepbrother, that same stepbrother who hated me. His two parents loved him. My mom was a junkie. My dad barely knew me.
Years passed. I got my life together. Cut went onto NHL stardom. Then there was a text.
I was drinking. There was a party. Cut was there....
I loved Cutler Ryder since the first moment I saw him.
The only problem? He never knew I existed.
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- janine
- 2022-03-22
Gut-wrenching romance
I loved this book. love story but with the scary realities that many people face and struggle with on the daily. To be honest, there were a number of parts that mirrored my thought processes. An amazingly well thought out story.
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- Rula
- 2022-02-03
Beautiful story, amazing narrators.
Loved this story. You really felt all the struggles and emotions of the characters. Jason Clarke and Andi Arndt are audio book gold!!
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- Corinne Dulude
- 2021-04-18
Not enough words
This book was amazingly written, the depth of the characters is just wow. This book touched me in a profound way. 6/5 stars
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- Kindle Customer
- 2021-07-30
Absolutely one of the best books I've read
When I first started listening to this book I found it difficult and not just because of the jumbled thoughts coming from the lead character. And Arnt does a fabulous job of verbalizing the things which run through her mind. Living and caring for someone who is mentalling ill myself I understand better than some the stigmatisms and difficulties people diagnosed with mental illness suffer, how hard it is to get help and support and how life changing it can be when the right people become part of their life. This book is a story that gives hope to those who suffer with a great story to help show them the way. One person can be the life line a struggling person needs to take the first step to gain control over their life. Finding that one person in a sea of people who would rather ignore or destroy you is the hardest
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- michelle
- 2021-01-16
Recommend read
Loved this book didn’t think I would but I got sucked in , it was wow I have no worry’s for how it touched me in so many ways worth the credit 100%
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- Samantha Tully
- 2021-09-05
DNF
I tried to like this, but I had to stop around chapter three. I will try it again...
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