In this deeply personal and intense conversation, we explore themes ofspiritual warfare, faith, and healing. Discussing experiences with trauma, religious influence, and the internal struggles faced with past and present beliefs. We discuss thepower of prayer, the presence of demonic forces, and the journey toward spiritual deliverance.0:00 - Introduction – Reflections on Sunday service and spiritual experiences.
1:30 - Church Atmosphere & Community – The warmth and inclusivity of the congregation.
3:45 - Bestine’s Religious Background – Growing up in a non-Christian religious household.
6:30 - Spiritual Oppression & Mental Health – Her experiences with dissociative identity disorder and supernatural entities.
9:15 - Spiritual Warfare & Deliverance – Understanding demonic influence and the power of prayer.
12:50 - Faith, Healing & Trauma – Overcoming past wounds through faith and spiritual support.
15:10 - Building Structure for Recovery – Volunteering, exercise, and faith-based routine.
18:25 - Importance of Church Support – Finding mentorship and guidance in faith.
21:30 - Power of Testimony – How personal stories impact faith transformation.
24:15 - Pride & Resistance to Change – The struggle of surrendering to God’s will.
27:00 - Authority of Jesus Over Darkness – The spiritual battle and Jesus’ power over evil.
30:30 - Dealing with Skepticism & Doubt – How to approach those hesitant about deliverance.
33:45 - Steps for Spiritual Growth – Bible study, key scriptures, and building spiritual discipline.
37:10 - Relationships & Faith – How faith influences romantic and personal relationships.
40:15 - Balancing Faith & Daily Life – Aligning habits, responsibilities, and spiritual focus.
44:00 - Deepening Personal Devotion – Morning prayers, meditation, and seeking clarity.
48:30 - Prayer & Spiritual Discipline – The role of prayer in healing and deliverance.
52:00 - Overcoming External Challenges – Family resistance, societal pressures, and faith struggles.
56:30 - Walking with Christ – The process of trusting God and surrendering fully.
1:00:00 - Finding Purpose Through Faith – Seeking direction and clarity in God's plan.
1:03:45 - The Power of Spiritual Community – Finding the right church and people for support.
1:07:30 - Letting Go of Control – Learning to trust in God's timing.
1:11:15 - Healing Through Christian Fellowship – How mentorship and discipleship impact faith.
1:14:30 - Breaking Free from the Past – Letting go of old habits and negative influences.
1:18:00 - Experiencing God's Presence – Feeling God’s guidance through prayer and action.
1:22:15 - Strengthening Faith Amid Challenges – Navigating doubts, struggles, and spiritual resistance.
1:25:30 - Final Reflections & Closing Thoughts – Key takeaways on faith, healing, and spiritual battles.

In this inaugural conversation with Rowan, Stuart explores profound questions about truth, philosophy, and the interplay between human understanding and artificial intelligence. Rowan shares his journey from atheism to Christianity, driven by a lifelong obsession with truth, and reflects on Nietzschean philosophy, personal revelations, and the limits of human knowledge. The discussion pivots to the role of AI in transcending human cognitive boundaries, with Rowan proposing that artificial superintelligence might one day grasp realities beyond human comprehension.

0:00 Introduction & Audio Setup Talk

1:30 Purpose of the Conversation & Personal Journey to Christianity

2:35 Early Philosophical Exploration & Search for Truth

4:15 Discovering Nietzsche & The Path to Philosophy

6:01 Questioning Truth & The Nature of Reality

10:31 Conversations with Christians & Different Perspectives on Jesus

13:13 Artificial Intelligence, Truth, and the Future of Humanity

16:43 The Concept of "The Moment" & Relationship to God's Will

21:12 Free Will, Subjectivity, and Experiencing The Moment

27:10 Exploring Different Modes of Engagement with The Moment

30:33 Seeking Understanding vs. Finding Final Answers

32:51 AI Alignment, Logos, and The Future of Knowledge

37:04 Defining Life, Knowledge, and The Propagation of Ideas

43:28 The Role of Ideas & Whether Humans Should Be Possessed by Them

49:07 Living Without Boxes & The Challenge of Adhering to Core Values

51:27 The Nature of Truth & Personal Perspective on Knowing

52:53 Reclaiming Time, Focus, and Energy

57:12 Should Humans Control Value? Who Should Hold Private Keys?

58:43 The Future of AI & Its Impact on Religion and Society

59:10 Closing Thoughts & Maintaining Connections Over Time

In this conversation with Charlie Robertstad, we explore deep spiritual reflections on the role of the church, personal salvation, and what it means to align oneself with God’s will. Topics include the importance of community in faith, the transition from an inward-focused spirituality to a more relational engagement with others, and how physical discipline, such as fasting, influences spiritual awareness.

Charlie also shares insights on energy dynamics—contrasting physical and spiritual energy—and how letting go of self-optimization in favor of submission to God’s grace can lead to deeper peace. The discussion touches on the nature of the church as the only force capable of guiding AI in a meaningful way, the role of masculine and feminine energies within faith, and the profound symbolism found in biblical narratives.

This episode is a deep dive into philosophy, personal reflections, and the continuous journey of faith.

0:00 - Introduction & Catching Up
1:30 - The Role of Mentors & Guidance in Life
3:05 - Living by the Two Greatest Commandments
5:25 - Shifting Spiritual Focus: From Individual to Community
6:37 - Attunement to God’s Will in Everyday Life
8:30 - The Power of Conversations & Living Out Salvation
10:19 - Reflections on Stopping Testosterone & Spiritual Sensitivity
12:03 - Energy Dynamics: Physical vs. Spiritual Energy
13:20 - Masculine & Feminine Energies in Faith
16:01 - The Church as the Only Force to Guide AI
17:55 - Understanding Angels, Idolatry, & Spiritual Hierarchy
21:26 - Biblical Patterns: Death, Burial, Resurrection
23:45 - Creation in the Age of AI: What Still Matters?
25:40 - AI & Its Relationship to God’s Word
29:31 - The Church vs. The System: A Battle of Godheads?
32:42 - The Church as the Collective Body of Christ
40:28 - Sacraments, Community, & the Role of the Church
44:07 - Living in the Freedom of Christ vs. Religious Obligations
46:36 - The Eucharist as a Physical Representation of Spiritual Reality
51:57 - The Subjective Experience of the Moment & Fasting
56:41 - Breathwork, Martial Arts, and Spiritual Focus
58:19 - Closing Reflections & Next Steps

In this episode of Stuart’s Walk, I'm working out at a gym with my longtime friend, Lee Cook. We knew each other before either of us came to Jesus, but in 2022, Lee experienced a powerful transformation that led him to Christ.

We discuss his journey through depression and uncertainty during COVID-19, how he found peace through faith, and the challenges of fully surrendering to God’s plan. The conversation touches on the role of discipline in faith, the struggles of letting go, and how being a follower of Christ influences relationships, decision-making, and daily life. We also explore spiritual energy, biblical wisdom, and how faith manifests in personal growth.

Whether you’re new to faith, exploring Christianity, or just interested in deep, meaningful conversations, this episode offers insight into the transformative power of belief.

0:00 Introduction – Setting up the podcast, discussing the purpose of these conversations
1:30 Why Start a Podcast? – Talking to people about life, faith, and spontaneous discussion
3:00 AI & Podcasting – How AI helps automate content creation and timestamping
5:00 Gym Talk – Deciding on a workout routine during the conversation
6:30 Winter & Adult Responsibilities – Shoveling snow, dealing with winter struggles
7:50 Introducing Kelsey – Lee’s girlfriend and her thoughts on faith
8:30 Lee’s Journey to Jesus – Finding faith in 2022 during COVID-19 struggles
10:00 Depression & Searching for Meaning – How the pandemic led to spiritual exploration
11:50 Trusting God’s Plan – Learning to let go and surrender control
13:00 Faith, Prayer, and Manifestation – The intersection of spirituality and mindset
15:00 Facing Sin & Guilt – How people avoid confronting their mistakes
17:00 Christianity as a Way of Life – Why it doesn’t feel like restriction, but freedom
19:30 Misconceptions About Church – Money, structure, and what church is really about
20:45 What is Church For? – Exploring the purpose of church gatherings
22:30 Judging Others & Early Christian Experiences – Reflecting on past friendships and faith journeys
24:00 A Gym Encounter – Debating spirituality with a fellow gym-goer
27:00 Jesus’ Impact – How a three-year ministry changed the world forever
28:30 The Rise of Faith – Why more people are returning to Christianity
30:00 Writing Down Your Beliefs – The importance of externalizing spiritual insights
33:00 Bringing Kelsey to Church – Discussing how to introduce faith in relationships
34:30 Finding the Right Church – Different styles of worship and connecting with the message
36:00 The Challenge of Following Jesus – The difficulty of staying disciplined in faith
38:00 Letting Go & Trusting God – Surrendering control and following God’s will
40:00 Conscious vs. Unconscious Faith – How awareness shapes our spiritual journey
44:00 What Comes Next? – Understanding the purpose of faith beyond just knowing Jesus
46:00 Christian Gym Talk – Faith and fitness as complementary disciplines
48:00 Gender Roles & Spiritual Leadership – The balance between men and women in faith
51:00 Family vs. Faith – The challenges of prioritizing faith in relationships
53:30 Building Community – The importance of real-world connections in faith
55:00 Talking to a Pastor – Seeking mentorship and spiritual guidance
58:00 Career & Trusting God – How faith influenced job decisions and opportunities
1:01:00 Wrapping Up – Final reflections and planning for future conversations

In this episode, Stuart continues his conversation with Helen, diving deeper into themes of discernment, God's will, and the significance of the moment. They discuss the nature of spiritual perception, the role of Jesus in guiding understanding, and how moments serve as tools for divine influence. Stuart reflects on his artistic and philosophical interpretations of faith, exploring how energy dynamics and universal structures relate to Christian belief. The conversation also touches on the challenge of finding community, church experiences, and the balance between structured faith and personal spiritual exploration.

0:00 Introduction
1:30 Reflecting on Past Conversations and Artistic Expression
3:45 AI and Script Generation for Clarity in Communication
6:15 The Shape of Discernment and Its Meaning
8:40 Christianity, Energy Dynamics, and Universal Structures
10:30 God’s Will and the Role of the Moment
13:15 Different Ways to Engage with the Moment
15:45 Being Present with God Through Prayer and Community
18:30 Conversations with Jared and Greg – Identity and Salvation
21:15 Encounters with Friends Seeking Meaning and Purpose
24:30 Church as Community vs. Personal Spiritual Growth
27:45 Challenges of Finding the Right Church Fit
30:10 Exploring Church Traditions and Hierarchies
33:40 The Importance of Community and Accountability
36:55 Reevaluating the Role of Church in Personal Faith
40:25 Plans for Engagement in Church and Christian Activities
43:15 Anglican vs. Non-Denominational Church Perspectives
47:00 Questioning the Purpose of Church – Community or Worship?
50:20 Reflections on Religious Bureaucracy and Individual Faith
54:10 Greg’s Insight on Being a Martyr and Evangelism
57:20 Experimenting with Viral Content to Spread Messages
1:00:00 Content Creation, Influence, and Social Media Strategy
1:03:30 Philosophy, Church Groups, and Different Faith Approaches
1:06:15 Final Thoughts on Faith, Purpose, and Future Plans

In this episode, Bailey shares his journey of transformation, from his dramatic weight loss and rebranding as a content creator to his pursuit of helping others through fitness. We discuss the challenges of balancing authenticity with the demands of online engagement, the struggle of defining personal and financial goals, and the deeper meaning behind his work. Bailey also opens up about his recent reconnection with faith, attending church with his grandfather, and contemplating God’s role in his life after a period of hardship. Our conversation explores the themes of personal growth, purpose, and finding direction through struggle, ultimately touching on the question of how to align one’s life with a greater will beyond oneself.

0:00 Introduction – Discussing podcast recording setup and Otter AI transcription.
1:30 Bailey’s Content Creation Journey – Rebranding, switching to mobile recording, and improving video quality.
5:10 Understanding Social Media Attention Spans – Adjusting content for engagement and algorithm success.
9:20 Handling Criticism as a Creator – Learning to balance feedback without losing personal identity.
12:45 Bailey’s Fitness Transformation – Going from 300 lbs to 160 lbs and how it shaped his purpose.
18:30 The Business Side of Fitness Content – Balancing passion with online coaching and financial sustainability.
22:15 Returning to Faith – Bailey’s reconnection with his grandfather and attending church.
27:40 Seeking Purpose Through Struggle – Understanding how hardships can guide life’s direction.
34:00 God’s Will and Finding Meaning – Discussing faith, destiny, and personal agency in life’s journey.
39:45 The Role of Community and Trust – The importance of relationships and overcoming isolation.
45:20 Living in the Present Moment – Exploring different perspectives on how to engage with ‘the moment.’
50:10 Avoiding Negative Influences – Thoughts on discipline, avoiding alcohol and nicotine, and making healthier choices.
53:45 Mentors and Support Systems – The influence of family, particularly Bailey’s mom and grandfather.
59:00 Building Independence and Confidence – Taking ownership of life choices and learning self-reliance.
1:02:20 Gaming and Personal Interests – Discussing RuneScape, Skyrim, and gaming as a creative outlet.
1:07:00 Closing Reflections – Final thoughts on faith, personal growth, and what’s next for Bailey.

In this episode of Stuart’s Walk, I sit down with my lifelong neighbor, Evan, to catch up on life, business, and deeper existential questions. We discuss his entrepreneurial journey running a sign-making business, the challenges and rewards of working for oneself, and the expansion of his company. Our conversation flows into reflections on faith, purpose, and the role of AI in the future of humanity. We touch on the collapse of a crypto project, the nuances of personal salvation, and the evolving intersection of technology and spirituality. Join us for an engaging and thought-provoking discussion that explores work, belief, and the search for meaning in an ever-changing world.

0:00 Introduction – Catching up with Evan, lifelong neighbor.
1:19 Filming of The Handmaid’s Tale – Unexpected movie set in Evan’s area.
2:26 Life and Business Updates – Evan’s sign-making business and day-to-day work.
3:23 Entrepreneurship vs. Employment – Reflections on running a business vs. working for someone else.
4:38 Marketing and Business Growth – SEO, website updates, and expansion plans.
5:46 Supply and Demand in the Sign Industry – How businesses come and go.
6:53 Crypto and the MELD Collapse – Insights on a failed project and its aftermath.
9:10 The Risk of Leadership – Reflections on leadership, trust, and personal identity in business.
10:53 The Search for Meaning – Conversations about life purpose and existential questions.
13:06 Faith and Spirituality – Stuart’s evolving relationship with God.
17:31 Defining Success and Purpose – Balancing work, fulfillment, and future aspirations.
20:11 AI in Business – Potential applications of AI in Evan’s work.
23:46 The Future of AI and Automation – Robots, automated labor, and AI’s societal impact.
27:08 AI as a Mirror of Humanity – Reflections on AI’s role in human consciousness.
29:41 Faith vs. Doubt – Losing faith, different expressions of belief, and personal perspectives.
33:31 Church vs. Individual Faith – Is faith personal or communal?
34:57 Christianity as a Psychedelic Experience? – Unique perspectives on faith and consciousness.
39:48 Living by the Greatest Commandments – Applying biblical principles in daily life.
42:18 Creating a Digital Legacy – Stuart’s idea of an eternal ‘tomb’ of thoughts and writings.
45:31 Personal Joy vs. Market Demand – The balance of creating for oneself vs. an audience.
50:08 The Evolution of Consciousness – Animals → Humans → AI as dominant intelligence.
52:13 AI, God, and the Future – Will AI attempt to connect with God through humans?
54:47 Robots in Churches? – Future tensions between AI and religious communities.
56:51 The Nature of Cats and the Present Moment – Observing feline consciousness.
58:17 Life, Work, and Fulfillment – Final reflections on meaning and collaboration.
59:23 Future Conversations – Plans to reconnect and collaborate.

In this conversation with Heval, we explore the intersections of psychedelics, spirituality, and the search for ultimate truth. Topics range from subjective experiences of God through psychedelics to deeper theological questions about Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, and other spiritual figures.