Storm Clouds and Devastation
Hidden Affairs, Book 2
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Liam DiCosimo
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Written by:
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Ashley James
About this listen
Jules van der Meer... He's somebody I shouldn't want, someone I can't have.
The forbidden fruit. The desire not to be indulged in. He's wealthy, successful, important... everything I'm not.
I'm half his age. Immature and desperate.
It's what they all say—the men in the night with the fancy clothes and the shiny cars, with enough money to make me do whatever they please.
But him... well, he looks at me like I'm the answer to his prayers, a diamond in the rough. He doesn't realize how wrong he is, though.
I'm poison—putrid and vile. I'll seep into his pores, wrap around his bones, and destroy whatever light he has left until he's just like me...
Nothing but storm clouds and devastation.
Storm Clouds and Devastation is book two in the Hidden Affairs standalone MM series. This book features a significant age gap and touches on heavy issues such as mental illness.
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Wonderful audio book
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Tropes: Age gap, childhood friend's dad, escort, trauma, found family, hurt comfort.
Trigger Warnings⚠️ ⬇️
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TW: mental illness/bullying/sexual escort/physical abuse/death/fatphobia/heavy suicidal ideations/attempted suicide/homophobia/food binging and purging/sexual assault/sexual assault of a minor.
heartbreaking. worth the listen.
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