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Dead Inside
- Narrated by: Daniel Caravetta
- Length: 4 hrs and 54 mins
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Publisher's Summary
A young hospital security guard with a disturbingly unique taste in women. A maternity doctor with a horrifically unusual appetite. When the two of them meet, they embark on a journey of self-discovery while shattering societal norms and engaging in destructively aberrant behavior. As they unwittingly help each other understand a world in which neither seems to belong, they begin to realize what it truly means to be alive....
And that it might not always a good thing.
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- Diane N
- 2024-02-20
it's...something
there were parts that felt like a typical romantic novel but others that made me physically ill. please read all warnings before reading this book!
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- Tracy Mazur
- 2024-03-10
A Dark Comedic Romp of Taboo Subjects
It's almost hilarious how much of a hateful shell the main character is. If you have a dark sense of humour, this is an interesting exercise.
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- Anonymous User
- 2023-11-29
Most F**ked Up Romcom Yet
Definitely wish I did more research before picking this one up, it simply just wasn't for me. Though I absolutely see the appeal to the people who sing this books praise.
To me this reads as an intentional parody. It goes and it goes FAR. The main protagonist is an over the top edgelord who does edgy things that feel like something a middle school boy would come up with to gross you out. In another author's hands this would probably turn me off to the book completely, but the way it's written had a comedic edge that makes those disgusting scenes laughable. Which makes you feel grosser in the process, which feels intentional.
Though I can't see myself ever revisiting this one. The gross-out nature of it is too much for me, espesially /that/ scene.
The book accomplishes what it sets out to do, but what it sets out to do just isnt something for me. Proceed with caution if you're a newbie to this kind of splatterpunk horror.
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- Anonymous User
- 2022-12-20
%100 worth the listen
A profound and strangely heart tugging story of the infinitely darker side of humanity. An amazing story if you can be a mature adult and get past the graphic content
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- Laurel B.
- 2023-11-08
Meh
Definately written as a parody of horror novels, the author seems to rely on grotesque rather than story and character development. I would read this book if I didn't have to pay for it.
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- Char Law
- 2023-04-27
I couldn't put it down!
This book is very well written and is definitely a page turner. It's also quite easily the most f#@$ed up book I've ever read.
I highly recommend.
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- Nicole
- 2021-07-24
yuck
beyond disgusting. I can't believe I listened to this thinking it had to get better. I'd give zero stars if allowed
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- Josee Chabot
- 2023-04-23
disgustingly interesting
I kind of struggled to get through the whole thing, but I found it interesting that some people can think like that. His mind must be very very very dark.
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- James S.
- 2022-02-27
OMG
This was super graphic. not for the faint of heart, or weaknof stomach. Well written with a predictable ending.
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